Feral boys x reader (discontinued)

Last day

George was leaving today, I wanted to do everything I could to make our last moments all together last. Who knows when we'd do a big meet up like this again.

So far all we've done is talk, just hanging around the house. George insisted we don't do anything crazy for his last hours with us, but i couldn't help but want to do something for him. So now I sat on the couch looking for things to do, I've been searching and suggested things all morning. Yet George still says we should just stay put.

"Are we really just gonna do nothing until you have to go" I ask no one in particular. "We're not doing nothing, we're hanging out" George replied. He sat besides me with a soft smile that almost made me give up. Almost. I click the link to another website, after scrolling for a bit i recommend "how about an aquarium!? That's always fun, all the fishy's and- and... more, fishes" with a sigh, George stands up before looking at me. "Can I talk to you" I look up at him confused saying "yeah, sure what's up?" Sighing again, he adds "alone" "oh, oh yeah! Of course."

Confused and a bit concerned, I follow him into Clays bedroom. The second he shut the door behind him, I spoke up "is everything ok? Are you ok? Did I do something?" "Y/n, Y/n, calm down. I'm fine, everything's fine."

He puts his hands on my shoulders to reassure me. I ignore the ping in my heart once he said my name. I let out a breath looking down at my hands that held each other. Until he continues, "well not everything..." he trails out, I began to worry. What if it's because I kept pushing?

Noticing my distress, he goes on "you didn't do anything wrong ok? But- Y/n, why is it you can't just, hang out? You've been trying to make my last day a grand day, like you don't expect to see me again or something." Damn, he got it right and didn't even realize it. "I- George I'm sorry, I'll let it go. It's just, I don't know. You just never know where it'll be your last moments with someone, ya know?" He nods, showing he understand. Avoid eye contact, I push away the thing I was avoiding the most. That's until he brings it to light "like your sister", looking back at him, pure shock covers my face.

"I- um" words couldn't form from how fast my thoughts went by, I wanted to cry my heart out for her, so many thoughts flooded my brain but all it felt angry. Angry that I'm like this, angry that he mentioned her, angry at the world for taking her away.

I wanted to blame someone, for all of it. So I did. "Why the fuck would you bring that up, that's not your place to talk. You don't know how it was loosing her. I get it's an inconvenience to you that I'm like this, but do you really think I want to be this way?! You know what, fuck you." in this moment I focused so much on the anger and hate that I forgot who I was taking it out on. I storm out of the room as tears came to my eyes.

Once in Nicks room, I lock the door behind me. I pull out my phone, looking through my photos till I found the ones of my sisters and I. It was nice to look back on, yet sad at the same time. My sister always knew how to put up with my anger and outbursts. No one else ever
understand stood me like her.

A/n: soooo this isn't the best but I just wanted to get something out there, I kinda really hate it tho... oh well. Here's some loven
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