My little flower -Natasha/fem-reader 🌸

The prophecy

This chapter has mention of abuse emotional and physical so if you need to skip

"You the goddess of love and life will live a short life but in so many other ways it will be full...It was the beloved queen's worse nightmare when she found out the curse they had cast over you she traveled far to try and find a cure or an antidote but every doctor in the 9 realms told her the same thing 'your child will live a life of fun and adventure but it will be a short one' Frigga started to get mad at the doctors she came across since they would all tell her the same answer so in the end Odin forced her to return how and forbade her from leaving Asgard for 300 years after that time had past you were only a baby so she left to find a new world one where magic wasn't so heavily used she came across a couple they were an ordinary couple didn't have powers but they were kind and made a friendship with frigga and she told them her secret...you and Asgard they said they could tell by her clothes and the way she talked but she took them to Asgard but one night the couple went missing and so did you apparently hiemdall had let them through not realising that Frigga had not allowed them to leave he can now see everything but once he only saw what he chose to"

"Wait so my 'parents' stole me after finding out I was a goddess?" You ask looking confused he had been speaking for a while

"They wanted your powers but when you never showed signs of having any they started to give up and blame it on the curse"

"My parents used me for my powers...I spent weeks looking for their murderer who was a widow I risked mine and Nat's relationship for them AND THEY USED ME!"

"Y/n I know your annoyed but please don't be mad at them they thought they were saving your life"

"No try didn't they were stealing and ruining my life I could of had a real family with brothers and a sister but no I had to grow up in below middle class starving most nights I was-am a goddess I shouldn't have been stolen and 'dr strange' if my mum cared so much why didn't she come and find me"

"She tried but when she found you it had taken 1000 years and you were 20 you had joined a group a women who fought and you had been happy"

"SHE THOUGHT I WAS HAPPY I was miserable I was tortured and hurt physically and emotionally abused for years before I escaped I didn't even know how long I was down there I had one friend"

"And that one was the most important one of your life if you hadn't of met her you wouldn't have embraced your powers you needed them as much as they need you know you and Wanda need to teach Yelena how to control this new power"

"I don't even know how to control it how am I supposed to teach her to?!"

"You know what they say, what you can't do teach"  he laughed at his own joke

"This isn't funny I just found out I'm going to...die" you say not even being able to accept it yet "and how am I supposed to help Yelena I don't even know how to use my own magic"

"You'll figure it out" he said the last time before you were teleported back into stark tower in looked around and saw Loki lying in a hospital bed

"Hey Loki are you ok?" You ask sitting by his bed

"Yes sister I'm quite good the pillows a little hard but I'll live" he laughed

"How are you even laughing right now you were dead for like 5 minutes" you ask he seemed to chipper to have just risen from the dead

"Believe it or not it's happened before"

"WHAT!" No one had told you this before even before you lost your memory

"Never mind that sister all that matters now is I  find Thor it's is dire"

"Ok well I don't know where he is and I think you should be resting up for at least 3 days death does kind of take the life out of you" he smirked

"Good point but after these 3 days I'm finding our brother and sorting this out"

"Sorting what out?" How could he already have a problem he's only just arisen

"Your prophecy of course it has been put into action I suggest you go and tell the rest of the avengers then we start looking for a...I don't know anti-curse?" He said pulling a book out of thin air

"No no I don't want to do that"

"What tell the avengers?"he asked unsure if the reason

"Well yes and I don't want to find an anti-curse magic always comes with a price everyone knows that I'm not risking it plus it's a prophecy it has to happen"

"Y/n we might be able to stop this" he questions

"But if people could get hurt then it's out of the question to save someone's life you must take someone else's and I'm not doing that not Now not even on my death bed"

"Fine but I still need to tell Thor"

"Ok that's fine and I still don't want you telling the avengers" he nods then I stand up by his side

"Tell the avengers what?" Wanda said as she walked in

"Where did you come from?!" You ask shocked she appeared out of no where

"The living room I wanted to check in on you both... so what don't you want to tell us?"

"That I'm thinking about...um...making cookies for everyone but I wanted it to be a surprise" She nods her head slowly

"Oh ok I'll help let's go I'll see ya later Loki" She waves and grabs your hand

"Yeah by Loki" you start to leave

"Y/n I don't think you should keep this a secret but it's your option and goodbye midguardian" he waved to Wanda

You two left and Wanda turned to you "was it me or was he acting really weird about those cookies"

You nod "yeah I think it's the dead part in him" she laughs and you go to the kitchen

3 days later

"Ok Midgardians I'm ready to go thank you  for letting me die on your planet I hope to not do it again I will see you all soon"Loki says as he teleports to Asgard

"Welp we better get inside it's still January and I'm freezing" Tony said as he starts heading in You look at the sky and agree 'yeah ok'

It's all you could think about you were going to die and leave everyone you love Nat,Peter, your mum,Tony,Loki and Thor it was a nightmare

you start to feel sick so you turn to your left and start being throwing up on the grass next to your feet nat runs to your side "y/n are you ok let's get you inside"