My Clarity

Prologue

People always ask, given the chance would you go back? I simply say, back to what? To when life was simple? To when I had no care in the world. To when I hadn't met him.

My answer isn't definite, not a yes and not a no. Are we asking if I could change things? If that's the case, then my answer is no. I wouldn't change a thing. Everything is meant to happen.

The world doesn't reverse for you, it doesn't stop turning for you to pick yourself up. It doesn't spin slower just for you. It's a selfish thought if you really think about it. Thinking the world was created just for your existence. I used to think the world was made for me. Spinning in endless circles like I used to do in that field of wildflowers at age 11. I've recently concluded that without me, the world would keep going. Without a pause, without a gap. Time would simply go on.

Except, there's nothing simple about it. About anything really. If everything happened for a reason, then there has to be someone carefully planning out every minute of everyone's life. For all eternity, it's their job. They'd have to be immortal or something, or perhaps it's like any other job. A mistake is made that cannot be undone. They get fired and replaced. The cycle keeps going. Kind of like the planet. An endless loop. Maybe that's why history repeats itself.

I'm no philosopher or God, but I feel my theory is sound. I'm rambling, but this is exactly the thing I would've said to him. Back when everything was simple, but not at the same time. He understood me. My every thought, my every move, even the way my heart would beat. So, you ask...

Would I go back?

Yes definitely.

Would I change anything?

Just one thing.

Am I going to tell you what I would change?

Not quite yet.

A/N- Hello readers and welcome to My Clarity (DMFF). I want to thank you so so so much for taking time out of your day (or night) to read my Fanfic.