Fxxk it

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Heyoooo! A lot of dialogue today. Enjoy <3

Previously:

I stare at the blue, but cloudy sky.
Mates huh? I haven't thought about that in a while...

Continued:

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Dokja POV:

Oh god, oh god, oh god, what should I do? I think to myself, while occasionally glancing at my phone on the table.

Earlier today:

"Where the fuck have you been bitch?!" I hear my best friend Sooyoung kick on my door.
I don't even know why she does it she has the key to my apartment.

Is she trying to get me kicked out? I sigh and go open the door "Wha-"

"You weren't here when I came over and you didn't answer my messages
What the hell was that about?" She says as she crosses her arms on her chest.

"Well how do I say this..." I avoid eye contact with her.

"I have the whole day, but I'd recommend, that you spit it out" she demands as she sits on my couch.

I sigh again and sit next to her.

-after telling Sooyoung-

"So basically, you almost got beaten down at an alleyway, this handsome alpha saved you and now you're telling me he's your mate?!" She summarizes making sure that's what I meant.
"Basically" I nod looking at the rug on the floor.

"So what was his name again?" I hear her ask.

"Yoo Joonghyuk, why?" I ask.
"And do you want to get to know him better?" She asks completely ignoring my question.

I think about it for a while. "I mean, I could-"

My best friend turns to look at my eyes and states "I'll take that as a yes"
Before I get to say anything else, she turns away from me and the only thing I can see is her dark brown, shoulder length hair.
She starts typing something on her phone.

"So uhh... What are you doing?" I ask her. "You'll see..." I nod and go to the kitchen to make us some tea.

...

"Here's your tea" I say as I place it down on the coffee table. I sit down and blow on my tea a couple times before I take a sip.

"Here's your husband's phone number" she says proudly as she shows it to me.
I almost spit my out my tea "What?!"

Sooyoung is amused and watches me from behind her tea cup. "Well didn't you say you wanted to get to know him?"
I try to defend myself and answer "Yes but-" she cuts me off "Shh, I wasn't finished. So as I was saying, you wanted to get to know him. I contacted some people who know people and got the number for you. Also you should be thankful"

I still don't feel that satisfied and Sooyoung notices.
She places her cup down and sighs. "Look" she says as she holds both of my hands "I know you wouldn't prefer to go back to dating, because of your past, but you should really try to give it a chance. You won't ever heal from it, if you avoid it for the rest of your life"

I am still a little hesitant and ask "What if it just doesn't work out?"

She smiles a little "Based on what you've said about him, he'd be fine, if you don't want to be in a relationship."

I nod and Sooyoung removes one of her hands to flip her hair. "Also I'll fight him, if he doesn't let you be"

I chuckle at her statement. Even though Sooyoung is an alpha I wouldn't say she's really the fighter type. Verbal yes, but physical... Actually she's that too.

She gives me a reassuring smile and asks "So which is it?"

I nod and save the number on my phone.

- Back to present -

Why did I let Sooyoung do this to me? What if I just don't text him. Actually no, Sooyoung's going to kill me if I do that.

After a pondering over it for too long and avoiding my phone I sigh.

Fuck it...

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Me:
Hi ( from Dokja)

I throw my phone on my bed and search for a horror film to watch.

Oh- there was that girl!! Behind you!!! when I get a notification.

Jonghyk:
Hi Dokja, how are you?

My stomach gets butterflies when I read the text message.
Ok calm down it's just a 'hi, how are you' text. Nothing wrong with that. Why am I nervous?

I compose myself and after weighing my amazing responses, I decide to go with a simple one.

Me:
Good, are you still working?
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Goshhgujh... School started, so I haven't really been active. I really need to get it together :)
Anyway love you <3

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