Ashly Emerald (a Tom syndicate/ Tom Cassel or the syndicate project fanfiction)

The end - sometimes you have to fall out of love

Here is the last ever chapter of Ashley Emerald I would have kept going longer but I've run out of ideas and I've had this chapter ready a long time....

6 months later
"Hey, I'm here" I shout as I open the front door of toms house.
*Silence *
"Any one home?"
*Silence*
"Tom?"
*Silence*
"Gone out have we when I told you I was coming over, ugh dick head" I sigh walking into the kitchen.
I pull out my phone and call him.
*ring, ring* I hear from the kitchen. I walk in the kitchen *ring, ring*
There was his phone on the side.
"Ugh, you could have least brought your phone with you" I mutter to my self. *sigh* Time to collet the last of my stuff.

You see me and tom broke up last month, we tried to stay together but we just couldn't make it. I don't even really know what happened. Shit went down

*flash back*
"You know how much I care--" he shouts angrily at me.
"Tom don't do this" I say tears streaming down my cheeks.
"I have to" he says pacing up and down.
"Tom, I LOVE YOU" i shout crying my eyes out, running to him putting my hands on this shoulders.
"I know, I just don't love you anymore" he says suddenly pushing me Almaty to  the ground
I step back, in utter shock and disbelief. My legs give way. It felt like he had just tore my heart out. I looked up to see him stood there looking down at me apparently in some kind of shock himself.
"Emerald" he said crouched beside me "I didn't mean that--" he continued to speak but I blocked him out. I had no control of my body I stay sat there in silence not moving. Suddenly he started shaking me and I came back to reality.
"Emerald, I'm so sorry" he says sat in front of me breaking down.
"Do you know what t's okay, You kissing that girl, is just part of it. Things haven't been right for a while. You just don't love me and if we're honest you stopped a long time ago. Your better of with out me" I say wiping the Teary make up from my eyes.
"What no I'm not"
"Come Tom, you just admitted it you don't love me"
"I do love you"
"Stop just stop you just said you didn't and deep down I've known that for a long time"
"I--" he says getting teary eyed himself.
"I know. And it's okay sometimes you have to fall out of love" I say stumbling to my feet going toward the front door.
"Emerald stop" he says trying to grab my arm.
"Good bye tom"
"Emerald, if you walk out that door we're over" he says getting angry.
I get to the door, I put my hand on the handle.
I hesitate turning it before I say "I'll never stop loving you" my voice cracking. I pull the bracket I love so much of my wrist and drop it to the floor, all the pieces coming apart in the process. "Even if you've stopped loving me" in continue.
I walk out the front door and into the street. I slump against the wall, having my head in shame. What have I done. My life is over, with out him.
*flash back over*

I try my best to forget that memory but i can't I remember every second like it was yesterday. That happened about 1 months ago. I tell him that I'm over it and that I've moved on but the truth is it still hurts like it did the day it happened. There was happy times tho, like the first time I met him..

*flash back*
"Yeah I know you too, your Ashley emerald"
"And your tom, Tom syndicate?" I said just clicking that I was talking to the one and only syndicate.
"Yeah that's me. I love your vids your so funny. even prettier in real life - wait I just said that out loud" he said going red.
"I'm afraid so" I said going redder.

*flash back over*

And when I took his hoodie

*flash back*

"Tom I'm going now, and I'm taking ur hoddie!" I said running out the door.
"EMERALD!!!" Said Tom coming behind and stopping me in my tracks.
"Come on tom. It will be cold and you don't want me to freeze. Do you?" I said giving him puppy dog eyes.
"Fine, I'll text you later yeah" he said giving me a hug.
"Bye" I said walking off
"Byes bye"

*flash back over*

And that moment that changed my life

*Flash back*

"Stop putting your self down. Everyone should love you, I love everything about you. I love how beautiful your eyes are, I love your laugh. I love the fact the you refuse to ever completely grow up. I love how strong you are no matter what. I love the way you look at me. I love how big your heart is. I love how I can be my self around you. I love how you can make me smile. I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.....I really like you Emerald"
Aww the cheesyness.
"I really like you too tom..." I say but I'm cut of by his lips against mine

*flash back over*

But all that doesn't matter now, toms made it clear how he feels. He doesn't love me anymore.

*1 hour later*

I hear a knock at the front door, I rush to it and open it.
"Tom, where the hell have you been--" I say until I see a police man standing in front of me. My face drop to sadness and fear.
"Are you Ashley emerald?" He says with a concerned look on his face.
"Y--yes" I stutter.
"May I come in?"
"Of corse but...." I say leading him to the living room "but it's not my house...Anymore.."
"I was told you'd be here"
We sit on the sofa, "I'm sorry, uh tea?" I say nervously.
"No I'm fine thankyou"
"So is this about Tom?"
"Yes"
I sink back into the seat.
"What's happened?" I ask my voice cracking.
"Well, it appears that tom got into a large fight with someone. I believe he was a fan of toms, I understand that he is some what famous" he begins.
I nod and he continues "well this fight got violent very quickly. As we under stand it tom didn't start the fight. The person attacked him emotional then physically. He defended himself, injuring the man.... Then we'll.."
"Did Tom hurt the man, is he okay?"
"The man is perfectly fine yes, well in jail for the foreseeable future however tom is not so good. You see the man knocked him out then....repeatedly hit him. He wasn't breathing when we got to him. He's currently in the hospital, they don't know if he is going to pull threw"
My heart stopped. I stayed still I stayed silent, I couldn't loose him...not again.
"Miss, are you alright" he said waving a hand in front of my face. I jolted out of my trance. Tears streaming down my cheeks.
"I'm fine"
"Miss, your crying. Do you want to know what the fight was about"
"I've just got go see Tom" I say leaping up and wiping away my tears.
"Miss it was about you"
I stop in my tracks. And turn to face him.
"Tom was defending you, he wouldn't let the man say anything bad about you. He said you don't deserve it, it was never your fault. And he said to give you this" he said slowly. The man pulled out my bracelet then one that I broke. I take it from the man all fixed with a new charm inscribed I will always love you emerald so so much.
Tears trickle down my cheeks at thought....
He still cares

Authors note:
Okay that is it, Ashley Emerald is finished and finally completed. I'd like to thank you all for taking your time to read this stupid book full of spelling mistakes and bad chessy story lines. Thanks for sticking with it till the end. I'm sorry if this last chapter has disappointed you but it leaves me the chance to possibly make a sequel. Which by the way if I do end up doing one it won't be for a long while. Once again thank you, love to read your feed back in the comments. For the last time Pease out homies ✌️