Ashly Emerald (a Tom syndicate/ Tom Cassel or the syndicate project fanfiction)

I cried. I didn't care

Authors note- I'm so sorry guys this chapter will be short but it's Its important.....

Suddenly tucker walks in.
"Tucker what are you doi--" Says Tom sitting up
He stops when we see Tucker crying. I run up to him and hug him.
"It- its I - so--" he says threw his tears
"It's okay tucker take your time" says Tom from behind me.
"It's sonja, she's been in a car accident" he says calming down slightly.
"What?!" Tom says from behind. I step back. I feel my eyes watering.
I choke out "is she okay".
Tucker shakes his head.
I feel toms arms wrap around me, I turn and sob into his shoulder. I can't believe it Sonja, is like a sister to me. She the best cousins and friend and now I might lose her. My legs give way and I fall. Tom catches me and holds me up.
"It's okay, it's okay" Tom says hugging me tight.
"I have to go to the hospital" I say into his top.
"I don't think your fit for it" Tom say lifting me onto his bed. I pull my self up and grab tucker. "Let's go"
"Emerald--at least let me drive" Tom says stopping me.
"Fine but let's just go"

......,

"Sonja" I say pressing my head up against the glass. She looks so weak and pale. I can't look anymore. Tom walks me and tucker to the waiting area.

*ruffly 15 hours later*
The doctor finally came over, we've been here all day and night.
"Tucker boner?" He asks sitting in front of us. He nods.
"Miss Ried is in a bad way. But she should make a full recovery. I am however sorry to tell you, the child she was carrying...... Um...your child was not so fortunate and has terminated"
Me heart stopped and i looked up at Tom with watery eyes. I looked into his sad eyes, and I cried. I didn't care who looked or who saw. I cried. I cried my heart out. My heart is broken, I haven't hurt like this in a long time. And if I feel like this how must tucker feel, how does sonja...
"Does she know" I ask before the doctor walks away.
"She has not woken up yet. Do you want us to tell her?" He asked standing up straight.
I looked over at tucker, then at Tom.
"We will tell her" Tom says his voice cracking.
"Why don't you guys go and get some rest you've been her all night. We will call if there is any change" the doctor says
"I'm not leaving until she wakes up" I say tiredly, Resting on toms shoulder.

*half hour later*
I feel my eyes get heavy, I try to keep them open. I drift of to sleep think about Sonja, and that poor baby, dead before it even got to see the world.