Forgiveness

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Emeralds PoV
I wake up alone in my room. I had next to no sleep last night. Me and Tom never fight. It's killing me. I tried to speak to him, I really did but I couldn't....

Sonja's PoV
"I'm worried about them tucker" I say sitting down at the table with my breakfast.
"They'll be fine" he says sitting down next to me.
"Tucker, this is their first big argument. This could make them or break them" I say unable to eat my toast. Sick at the thought of them not being together.
"I ship them harder than I do me and you tucker, and poor emerald will be heart broken.."
"Sonia! Stop. They will be fine"
Unable to continue the conversation I get up and run upstairs. I'm guessing emerald slept in her own room. I walk in to her curled up in the corner of the room on her bed. Hair a mess and tear stained cheeks.
"Emerald" I say walking over to her bed and sitting in the corner "How are you feeling"
She doesn't answer for a second before sitting up straight drying her eyes and putting on a fake smile. "I'm okay" her voice cracking slightly
"No your not" I say bring her into a hug.
"Sonja, I don't know what to do. I love him and I hated lying to him. I don't understand why he is so mad" she says quietly, I can tell she holding back the tears
"Because he is Tom an she's a fucking idiot"
"It's all my fault" she says crying even more.
"It's not" I say leaping up and walking to the door I barge into toms room.
"Tom go apologise to emerald" I say quietly
"Why?" He says shrugging his shoulders
"You don't even care!" I shout loudly, emerald walks in behind me.
"Sonja STOP!" She say coming next to me.
"No he's upset you" I say
"Did you send her in here?" Tom says walking toward emerald, pointing at her.
"No" she says quietly.
"You DID, why can't you just leave me alone and STOP lying to me"
Emerald backs against the wall "I didnt Tom I swear"
"Stop LYING. do you know what I don't even care. I don't care about this, about you or about US!" He says getting angry. I see emerald eyes start going red, I can see she's about ready to burst.
"Tom I love you" she says under her breath, how can she still when he is treating her like this. Tucker suddenly walks in. He sees emerald and his face drops "what the HELL is going on here?"
"Tucker get out" tom shouts.
"What the hell have you done to her" he shouts pushing Tom away from emerald.
"She came In here having a go at me!" He said point at me. "Do you know I don't care anymore, not about her". "Stop being so fucking to being so fucking Salty!" Tucker. "You might not care about her but I do" Tucker instantly punches Tom square in the face. Tom falls back a little.
"Tom just stop and look at her. Do she look like she doesn't care. You had her pushed against the wall, terrifying her and she said she loved you" tucker say.
Emerald steps forward saying "Stop, please don't fight"
"What?" Tom says walking forward
"I love you so so much and I will never stop but you what you've said killed me on the inside. Couples argue Tom but not like this. We might be a couple but you just don't care!" She says tears streaming down her face. She runs out the room.
"Shit" I mutter under my breath

Toms PoV
"...you just don't care" she says tears streaming down her face. I can't move, is this really happening, what have I done. I'm such a shit.
"Shit" sonja says under her breath.
"Emerald" I say before jolting out of my chance and running after her.
I run down the stairs and see the front door wide open. I run outside and see emerald sitting on the path (side walk for you Americans). I sit down next to her. She silently sobs.
"I'm sorry" she says "I didn't mean for it to come out like that.
"I deserved it" *sigh* "I'm a fucking dip shit."
I hear her giggle slightly.
"I do care, I care about you a lot. I want our relationship to work" I admit
She says nothing. I turn her to face me. "Come on you can be mad at this face, even if I'm a bit of a dip shit"
Shit looks down nervously smiling. I've missed her smile. I wipe the tears from her eyes.
"Your my dip shit" she says laughing.
"I've missed that smile" I say taking her hands
*sigh* "I'm sorry, forgive me?" I ask
"You were already forgiven" she says looking forward. I kiss her fore head and she leans, putting her head on my shoulder. We sit like that i silence for while, be it's nice silence.
"Soooooo, how much do you hate me?"I say smiling.
"Quite a lot" she says laughing
"On really?"
"Shut up" she says giggling
"Do you think we're going to be okay?" She asks worried.
"I think, it's going to be hard but we will make it, together"
She smiles and leans in and kisses me. "I love you" she as we pull apart.
"Forever"
"Forever"
"Woooooooo!!!" I hear from behind.
We turn round to see tucker and Sonja standing there. I give tucker a death glare. He ignores.
"Thank god, you guys are okay now!" Says Sonja.
"Yeah, but you kind ruined the moment" I say sighing.
"Sorry mate you won't be getting lucking to tonight" tucker says laughing. I Roll my eyes and look over at emerald. She is laughing.
"Maybe you will" she says sarcastically winking.
"Oh yeah?" I say laughing.
"Ewwwww TMI!!" Sonja says laughing.
Awwww I couldn't keep them apart for long, it hurt me to much. I love it when you guys comment, so keep doing it! I will reply as soon as I can.

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