The Game//Hayes Grier Fanfic- IN EDITING

Chapter 36

Hannah's POV:

I woke up in an empty bed stretching my arms and legs as I looked to see that Hayes wasn't next to me. I got up and took a shower getting changed into some white ripped Jean shorts and a big black Cameron Dallas sweater.

I walked downstairs to see all of the boys in the living room.

"Ahh she's finally awake. Get ready we're going to the mall" Taylor said so I ran upstairs and took off my sweater replacing it with a light blue tight crop top that Aaron bought me. I also put on my new white vans that Taylor bought me and the watch Carter got me. I also put on the pandora bracelet that Aaron got me.

I ran downstairs and we all left the house. We got into two separate cars and headed to the mall.

We finally arrived and walked inside. First we went to forever 21 then the vans store. We went to loads more and bought loads of new clothes and shoes and other things.

We put them in the car and went back in the mall to eat. We all agreed on taco bell. Well they did, I didn't.

We got our food and sat at one of the big booths. I managed to eat one whole taco but that was it. Its more than in would normally eat anyway. (idk what your get from Taco Bell because I live in England and I've never had one)

"I'm proud of you" Hayes whispered in my ear smiling. I smiled back as we walked out of Taco Bell and back to the car.

We got in the cars and headed home. Once we got back we just chilled in the living room for a bit before Nash spoke.

"Let's all go in the pool" Nash said. As soon as he said I swear I tensed every muscle in my body. Swimming mean wearing a bikini and wearing a bikini means showing my legs and arms. My cuts from Jack haven't healed yet and neither have the ones I done myself. The last time I cut was two days ago so they're really visible.

"You coming Hannah" Hayes asked.

"Umm...no I think I'll stay here" I said as everyone else had gone out back. Hayes just sighed.

"No one here is going to judge you Hannah. They know what Jack did so you don't have to hide yourself from them" he said but he didn't know that I started cutting again. no one does apart from Cam.

I sighed and went upstairs. I picked out my black bikini that had a floral pattern on. I put it on and examined myself in the mirror. I sighed running my fingers along my cuts.

I heard someone sighing behind me. I turned around to see Cam looking at me. He come over and put his arm around me looking at ourselves in the mirror.

"I think you should tell Hayes" he said holding my arm examining my cuts. I just shops my head no.

"He needs to know so he can help you to" he said now looking at me.

"I don't want to always have to rely on you and Hayes though" I sighed and so did he.

"Let's just go and have fun. If he sees he sees and if he doesn't you can tell him later" he said and I just nodded. He kissed the rope of my head.

"I love you" he said walking out of my room.

"I love you to" I replied following him. We walked out and saw all of the guys in their swim shorts splashing around.

When we walked towards them all eyes were on me. they al sympathetically smiled and carried on. I walked around the pool sitting at the edge with my feet in the water.

"Come in" Hayes said swimming over to me.

"I think I'm just going to sit here" I said trying to avoid him so he won't see my cuts. He swam away but all of a sudden I felt two wet arms pick me up. I looked up to see Hayes smiling evilly.

"Don't you dare" I said as he laughed. Next thing I know I'm surrounded by water trying to find the way up. I surfaced and breathed heavily.

"Fuck you Hayes" I said laughing as I got out of the pool.

"Here" he said handing me a towel. I grabbed it but he didn't let go. I looked up at him and he was looking at my arm. Fuck. He looked back up at me with so much hurt and disappointment in his eyes.

I pulled the towel out of his grip and walked inside. I could feel the tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

I could tell Hayes was following me as I dried myself and wrapped the towel around me.

"Hannah" he said but I ignored him.

"You can't just ignore me and pretend nothing's happened. Why didn't you tell me" he questioned hurt.

"Because I knew you'd be disappointed" I said now letting the tears flee from my eyes.

"Hannah I'm not disappointed. I'm just annoyed that you didn't tell me" he said.

"I don't have to tell you everything" I shouted. He looked down and sighed. Tears started to slide down his cheeks. I sighed to as I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck on my tip toes. He wrapped his arms around my waist as he let out small sobs.

"I'm sorry" I whispered.

"No" he said pulling away from the hug.

"I'm sorry" he added.

"I'm sorry I want there for you. I should have asked you if you started again and I should have paid more attention to you" he said looking me deep into my eyes.

We hugged one last time before all of the guys came in. We all got changed and went into the living room.

"Right we all got to go because out flights are real soon" Aaron said. I got up and hugged a of them and said bye.

I sat back down with Matt, Nash, Hayes and Cam as they all left.

"I put a microwaved meal for four people in before we went into the pool so that should be ready now" Cam said getting up and going to the kitchen followed by the rest of us as we sat at the table.

He bought the food in and we started eating. At first it was really hard to eat but then I started to enjoy it more. I only left about a quarter of the meal so I done really well.

I looked up and all of the boys were smiling at me. I smiled back a genuinely happy smile as we put out dishes in the sink and went to the living room.

"We better go Hayes" Nash said as Hayes nodded. He gave me a kiss and said goodnight. They bro hugged with Cam and Matt and they left.

"I think I'm going to shoot to" Matt said getting up and saying bye to us as he left. So now it was just me and Cam.

"Hayes saw" I said quietly as I rested my head on Cams shoulder.

"What did he say" he questioned as he put his arm around me.

"He just said that he was annoyed I didn't tell him" I said as I could feel my eyes getting heavy.

I did hear Cams reply because my eyes closed and sleep took over my body.

Cams POV:

"Its good that he knows now anyway" I said waiting for a response but she didn't reply. I looked down to see her eyes closed and fast asleep. I quietly chuckled to myself as I picked her up bridal style and took her upstairs to her bedroom.

I laid her down on her bed and tucked her in.

"Goodnight Hannah, I love you" I said kissing her forehead as I exited her room closing the door behind me.

I went into my bedroom, got changed and got into bed. I closed my eyes and before I knew it I fell asleep.