Words can do so much damage that it's crazy but words can build you up beyond comparison.
I still say she's cute. It's a subconscious habit that needs to screw off.
I say I'm fine. Ha, I think the only one who relatively believes the lie is myself. That's scary.
I say I'll do all of these amazing things but I swear I'd be lucky to finish the tasks I'm supposed to do.
I say I'm blessed. That's true. I'm alive I'm well. I have access to food, water, shelter, a safe place to live, a mighty fine education so I have no right whatsoever to complain. I am blessed.
But words
Words are on a whole other level. Words made me believe that we were going to last forever. Words made me believe that you would love me forever. Words made me see that there is no such thing as forever. Forever is figment of my imagination and I let it run wild.
Words are what stop fights or start them. Words can either make someone kill themselves or find self value in places they never thought they would.
Words are both a blessing and a curse and my new favorite word is trepidation.
The fear that something is going to happen.
Trepidation conquers all.
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Trepidation
Короткий рассказEver found yourself losing yourself over someone? Read to find out how I lose my mind, sanity and continually contradict myself in steamy journal entries. Ps. Be smarter than I am and don't take advice from this. Truly please do not.
