wolf's spit fire (bsd x oc)

diary reading for the funeral

Buckle up this is a long one

Geshia pov

I wake up to a bag on my head. I couldn't pull her if I could. That her weakness Allright. God I feel like drank on my mom's concoction.

" You awake good" said a stern voice.

"What is this uh some sort of..of TEST" I Screamed

" Hey hey no need to scream " said the same voice.

I left something hit my leg. Did something bite me? It's dark ,are you near by kakai? I'm scared.

"You know what your going to do with you" said the voice again.

"Uh sell my head to the black market "  I said trying not to cry.

"We could do that but no that's not it" it said.

"Then what is it. "

I heard the truck door open. There was a punch of people talking outside. I tried to put all the pressure down on the truck, but they eventually slid me out. We walk all the way to cold building. I got a strange message from the tempture.

                              This was not the office.

When took the bag off, they quickly threw me in a cage. Shit , I hate closed off rooms slash cages. But at least it's a decently side ca...shit I know what they want. I walk to a corner and cry.

Flash back (a sad ,and soft music box plays in the background ) (you can imagine that)

I remember in the orphanage if we not speak with out being told we would get hit by multiple items. I tried to not fight them. Sometimes he would take control and hurt them, so they hurt me more.

I rember I was in my room playing with some dolls. The door slammed open, with out saying a word they grabbed my wrist and yanked me to the room with all the weapons,and beating material. Now, what remember ,I didn't talk back they did it because I went to the room to early. They but chains one be so I wouldn't attack them.

"I didn't do anything wrong " I cried out

They never spoke in the punishment room. When I got back to the room every one coward in to the corner except one kid. I never got his name. He had long white hair,greenish purple eyes.  He reached his hand out, to help me up.everything went quiet," are you ok" he said.  Everytime I saw him , the kids laughs disappeared. And soon I disappeared to a worse home,and I never saw her again.

End off flash back

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The cage reminds me of the orphanage. Then I heard a voice," I needed the tiger boy but she'd work to." His eyes met my puffy eyes. I'm going to die. They want my head. My belly growled in anger. The room cleared out, all except,one guy. He walk towards the cage holding something. I look twords him. It was a plate of food. He opened the cage door and placed it down. The guy wore a suit ,had orange hair the curled around his face. He leaned on the cage.

"You know Geshia ,they don't want to get your head. They want to use you to get him." Echoed in my mind

Now where talking  said yami in my head

ATSUSHI POV

I wake up in the hospital bed,where's geshia. My mind is racing, is she stuck in the form of the wolf. Did she die from a wound. I check the hospital beds she not there. Could she be up with the others? I get up and dash to the main office. I looked around, she no where to be found.

"Hey how you feeling Atsushi." Ask dazai with his stupid smile
Dazai was in a spinning chair.

"Where..or what happened to geshia" I said. I got to his face, it was kind of out my character.

"We..." he started to say before I snapped more. I grab his shirt a pull it closer to his face.

" cut that we stuff...tell me where GESHIA is or i swear that.." I looked around to find something to throw him at. Then my angry eyes met the window. I pointed at the window.

"Or else I'll throw you out the window" I said in a rage.

"Don't know " He said

"We don't know, I look all over for her." Said yosano

I started putting dazai down in the chair.  I feel numb without her. I have a strange feeling I seen before the day we hired her.

"Atsushi, she might be dead" said tanikia

(Insert instrument, sad song)

I felt a hug from behind me. I looked up it was Kunikida who was trying not to cry. I felt a tear run down my cheek. The boss walked up to me and Kunikida let go.

"Why don't you take the day off Atsushi " he said.

I node my head and leave to the slow elevator. I walk to my lonely apartment. God I haven't been here in forever. I walk my guests bedroom. it had a bed with light pink sheets ,on the bed was the tattered book. I walk over to the bed. An open it up to the first page.

It read:

Dear diary,

I just got out of the hell hole and my mom gave me you so I can write down my fears and feelings. Maybe a little bit of secrets. But there something I do want to talk about. It about a boy who didn't make fun of my split personality. Let me tell you he was dreamy. His personality,  his white hair , his green and purple eyes. I hope he gets out of that prison. And adopted by a nice and new family. That all I got for now see ya.

Wow the guy sounds an awfully like  me.

I flip to the next page

It read:

Dear diary,

It's been a while since I touched you my old friend,what have it been about 3 weeks, anyway , mom has been drinking, the house smells like smoke. I makes me feel trapped. I can feel her coming in my room at the middle of the night. Sometimes I see her with a knife. I don't know I have no friends except for yami and yoshi who tell me what sometimes they take over things for me. Yoshi says hi by the way. Yami I think says hi ______________________

The rest of the page got ripped out

So this is where she ment yoshi. There's something she not telling the book.

I flip to a few page. The page had a scorch mark on it. Kakai must of been on this page

Dear diary,

I got diagnosed with DID which if you rember the voice that took over are personality. But I woke up on the couch mom had a mark on her neck that wasn't there this morning. It wasn't a claw mark. did I get a new personality,that is gifted as well. Crap now mom is going to become evermore drunk. Every one says hi.

The burn mark must be his signature, because yoshi signed it.

I'm trying not to cry. My  stomach starts growl. I don't have anything so I get shoes and go out to find a food kart.