I Belong To You [Narusasu And Sasunaru]

chapter XIV

(Naruto pov_)

Once the soup is there, drink it before it gets dry -

Love someone enough before they lose interest in silly things-

Short stories now because of how much time consumes for a long story

I kept reading this inspirational book story, seems like a good thing to start my day off by remembering every single details of last night with the same familiar elderly man with the silver head

I knew it affected me with my daily life keeping up with my routine but here I was, lying on the bed next to me was the silvernette who insisted me to stay in with him yesterday as it was already mid-night

All kinds of thought was running through me like a hurricane but obviously I couldn't really do nothing about it, last night I didn't wanted to turn away from his touch but at the same time I wanted him to just leave me alone, I didn't know which mind of thought was right as I watched the ceiling and kakashi was there, hugging tight on my waist as he snuggled up to me

It was a very decent site I wouldn't lie about that but, I thought more further into me and sasuke's relationship, as I thought more of it I knew that now in present our relationship wasn't that abusive and gross as it was before, it was like I am starting to love Sasuke as more of my husband and not just a friend who couldn't give two shits about me

Now, I was thinking about me and kakashis relationship more, ofcourse I couldnt tell anyone, it was illegal to love your own sensei and someone so much older than your age but obviously you can love your sensei, your mother, your family, your brother but not in a way a couple is supposed to, I knew it but I couldn't stop myself I don't know I was desperate? Or needy? Yes, those two were the same thing so I was just in need of touch any touch last night and kakashibwas the only one offering, I had to take it

I was thinking of it too much and it hurted much faster inside, I regretted every single act I did upon the man I never thought I would do the activities0 with, it did make sense since he always stayed close to me and always told me I was lookin good or looking beautiful and many more everyday, to be honest I always shrugged it away but now that I know about his feelings now I couldnt just leave him with his own feelings to himself but at the same time I had to-

"Are you alright love" the voice pulled Naruto out of thoughts, he answered back with an assuring smile "yea just thinking about us" truth to be told Naruto wanted to be honest from the start of the morning to the till he died, he couldn't keep lying so decided to not keep secrets that aren't necessary to himself

"Naruto I'm sorry i- I know last night was a mistake and you regret it but...it was just so tempting and, you know I always loved you since the first site of you" Kakashi stuttered trying to figure out how to confess his feelings to his student
"Look kakashi I know you love me and all but- I'm sorry it just happened all so suddenly and i-it just isn't working for me, I'm so sorry if I hurt your feeling but I think it just feels right if we stay as a student and a teacher" Naruto confessed himself in one breath and sighed watching disappointment written all over his face
"I-i yeah sure, I don't mind, we can stay as a student and a teacher and all the things can go back but- just know that, my love isn't temporary Naruto, I'll love you always from one side always, I can't just stop loving you like that naruto-"

"Thank you kakashi but I think you deserve someone more than me, someone who is-"
"Not you?, I think that person may get my love but I'll never forget the love I made with someone I always adored, so yea ofcourse I'm upset of the fact that we're parting ways now, but just remember even for me that I'll love you no matter what, you can see me as a sensei but I'll always watch you as my lover Naruto" Kakashi explained how he wants us to be now so I guess it could work even if I don't really have no feelings for his sake still he sees me as someone who kissed him on the lips that night, as a partner, I don't mind that as long as it doesn't harm my life or his its ok

"Thats it then, I have to go back please take care of yourself for my sake kakashi" I smiled at him warm,
"Can I atleast get a kiss before you leave? Since I won't be getting to see you again for awhile?" Naruto burrowed his eyebrows and carefully pulled him close to connect there lips again, events of last night flooded in through his mind, he didn't want to let go but he also thought of it wrong

They let go of eachother, kakashi gave him a cheeky smile waving his hand, naruto in return gave him a chuckle and waved back as he dressed himself yup and got ready to take off to the path to his house full of people he loved and the people that loved him back...

Stay tuned next chapter will be coming on!!