I Belong To You [Narusasu And Sasunaru]

chapter XVII

(Naruto_pov)

Strolling down the village as I was bored out of my mind, I looked and glanced around to watch people happily and gleaming down from the light, I was glad myself to watch them flow around without a care in the world as they were busy in there own world, basically even if it keeps me happy, I'm not, betraying your friend is a thing but betraying your family or lover it's really messed up, especially when you cheat on them with a person who watched u grow up to where I am now

I cursed myself every hour, every minute, every second drifting by, now I am really worried since he- well he did had sexual intercourse with me but he practically didn't came inside me which relieves me a lot by, it was already night time which means it's going to be cold, I was thinking the actions over and over again you could say- overthinking is what I was doing, I walked right to the main door and pushed it open

"Sasuke I'm home" ....

Silence....But Sasuke always responds to me? Did something happen to him-

"Sasuke! Are you home!?"

"Dinner is ready"

I heart a faint but loud enough of a voice coming from the kitchen it must be Sasuke

I took off my shoes and left for the meal, I tried to look as calm and cool as possible, I stepped in to find Sasuke in an apron cooking, ahh fried rice, it reminds me of the last meal from hinata when she used to cook for me after I get out of the office court, I was a really busy and self-esteemed guy since I always didn't have time for my family or keeping myself busy by signing papers and letting out jonins and teams to a particular missions

It was great being a hokage except the paperworks, lucky enough that Sasuke agreed to fill up the paperworks for me and I do the missions, it felt really amazing to have my younger self back who always twitched and crazy for a task from grandma tsunade, pretty sure that I'll always be grateful to her since that's the way how I got Sasuke back and realized my love for him but because he needed a kid who can restore his clan and hinata was there for me so I had to marry her instead of the person I actually fell in love with, until I found out, with kurama I could reproduce the same as a woman but I didn't tell anyone about that since they will only think of me as disgusting

I already became the hokage and didn't want to ruin up my proud and respect self, so I hid that secret and forgot about it until Sasuke bought me to this place and I became pregnant, I remembered the words of kurama when he explained to me about reproduction, still not such a bad thing to have an amazing husband and our lovely children, i regret it, I regret cheating on him but i wasn't myself when it happened, when kakashi was there, I was driven to sex that i didn't want with someone I don't have any affection for instead of a fatherly love

"Sit down Naruto or are you just going to blank stare on my face"

"O-oh the dinner, sorry I kind of zoned out-"

"For what purpose?"

I can't tell him yet, I'm sorry for lying Sasuke, I swear I will give you the love you need or the affection you need just give me some time to think this through, I'm not ready yet for an explanation

"J-just thinking about your- necklace! It's really looking irresistible on you, Sasuke your really alluring, just think that No one in this world loves you as much as I do"

I tiptoed a little since I was still a little shorter than sasuke, I hunged my arms around his neck and placed my head on his shoulders, it's really comfortable in his arms, I pecked his lips and enjoying his-now comforting aura and his strawberry smell, I love him, I truly married an angel from above

"Really?"

"Yes Sasuke really-"

"Not even kakashi?

...

I froze on my spot as my eyes extended in horror, my breath quickend and my hands slowly tightened on his arms, I opened my mouth to say a thing or two, nothing came out but a weak gasp

"Look me in my eyes while I'm talking to you Naruto it's rude"

I slowly looked up to see Sasuke, looking indignanted as possible, I couldnt believe it, this secret flowed out a little too early for me to process what actually happened

"S-sasuke, I-, I am sorry Sasuke I didn't know that this-, i didn't know what was happening okay? You were taking care of the kids while kakashi w-was there and- it just- happened....I wasn't myself when it happened Sasuke I swear! Believe me! I still love you even if it meant to sacrifice me!"

"So, you basically cheated on me while I was taking care of the fucking kids? You know what hurted me the most? Is that you agreed to keep it as a secret and not talk to me about it, that fucking bastards scent is still on you, I can't stand him Naruto! I was alone! Taking care of the house, papers and the kids! While you were out there spreading your legs like a fucking slut with the man who I saw as a teacher and your own father!"

"I'm sorry i-"

Tears struck from my eyes and I felt a mental breakdown, I couldn't identify who I even am right now, Sasuke was right, he was taking care of the household with my work while on the other hand I was out here, getting laid by our own fucking teacher, I couldnt believe this was actually happening, before I could think any further about it Sasuke grabbed my hand harshly and pulled me towards the staircase

"Papa?"

"Sarada please look after the meal, I will be back after some time"

"Ofcourse Papa, but why is oto-san crying, did something?"

"Don't worry himawari he's just not feeling good right now"

"Ok whatever you say"

Sarada raised her brow, running towards the kitchen While I was continued to be pulled away towards the main door, I didn't dare move, I knew Sasuke was furious after all that happened at the time

"Naruto, I love you, I love you so much, but if you don't know how to keep that love forever, you must not enter this area or this house, I trusted you because I knew you wouldn't cheat on me, when you have learned to love a person from the bottom of your heart, we might meet again..... that I'm not so sure about"

"Sayonara usuratonkachi...."

That was it....the last time I saw his face..his eyes...just him, he makes me really happy but I don't really forgive myself enough to love him right, he shut the door close as the clouds raged on and thunders struck while water began pouring out, I stared blankly at the door as I was left with my own thoughts on my own, was it really over between the two of our years of struggle for eachother or is it just me? I don't even to find out, it's better to believe a lie instead of knowing the truth

"I will win you back Sasuke,I love you much, I can't resist you"

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