I Belong To You [Narusasu And Sasunaru]

chapter XVIII

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Three years later...

(Naruto_pov)

"I will win you back Sasuke,I love you much, I can't resist you"

Time |10:03| am | morning

It's been awhile since I actually saw him, after getting kicked out of the house I knew for a matter of fact, he still isn't going to forgive me after all, I broke him...

I was currently living in the moon village, the same village where Sasuke and I used to live in a house but I guess it's safe to say, where Sasuke lives, i was still a hokage except I wasn't in konoha, i pretty much still do missions by myself since Sasuke didn't want to see me, so he would send anbu to pass me the task papers

I saw kakashi that day roaming around here, after all the trouble it caused between Sasuke and me because of him, I couldn't even look at him, even his aura provokes me from afar, he noticed me from a long distance and walked up to me while I was taking a break at a shop

"Hey, naruto it's been awhile, how are you?"

"Kakashi, get out of this village..."

"Naruto.... I am sorry, I know your going through a lot-"

"Kakashi, you are a hokage as well as my teacher, you should know better than to make someone's life a living hell instead of supporting your students with there problems on how to have a stable life, so if you want to make it harder on me as it already is, go ahead I don't mind, just keep in mind that your sensei must be so disappointed on you, hatake kakashi"

He looked like he was about to say something but didn't and walked away from the point, I didn't look back or you could say- I didn't even want to look back to him, he wasn't worth my time, it truly was my fault for melting away on his words, the person who taught me abilities and took care of me, regretting my own thoughts

Sasuke...we were so sweet together but now since after that we came to become strangers with memories, I want to believe that he still loves me even after all of that mess

Time |12:08| pm |evening|

I started living in a nearby house I bought a couple of years ago, which pretty much was big enough for a single person, why didn't I try to interact with him you must say? Well, since we had an agreement on the situation to have a break in our marriage I wasn't the one to protest on the idea while cheating on him, I know Sasuke has done a lot for me and I appreciate it, I even decided to set up a date at the most expensive restaurant and hotel just to try win him back but, love doesn't mean money does it?

I thought to myself that I probably should try focusing more on me, if I can handle relationships and have a stable family with Sasuke, then we don't need to have all of this mental breakdown and the need of a therapy or someone to console us since we just had an argument with our lovers, no, we don't need to really, if only I would've had more of my attention on Sasuke, all of this wouldn't of happened, I accepted to have a break on myself too

The kidnapping, the killing, the mental health, the crying, the screaming, the fear and our whole relation between him and me is a total mess, I myself needed a break from all of this, as much as I would like to go back to sasuke and apologize, I also needed to forgive myself enough to go back knowing if I show up randomly at the door step of his house, there was going to be a serious problem, it's not like I can just go back, say sorry and then we become in love with eachother again, we need some time to think of it thoroughly, carefully if I must add.

Boruto, sarada and himawari along with menma, hanako and hiroyuki, they all mean the world to me, I promised to protect them even if the moon comes crashing down, just like a poet...I used to sing to them, I miss all of it right through my mind, it's like someone has carved it all onto my brain like a fucking roller so I couldn't forget how much I crave for him to be able to let me just explain, even for a minute, If only he would've just let me hug him tight, explain how I wasn't in my right fucking mind, maybe he would've understood me

Time |8:56| pm |night time|

My house was kind of a 2 floored with a total of 9 rooms, the kitchen and living room is an open area while the other rooms that are the bedrooms, guest room, the bathroom and a spare room for entertainment, since no one was going to be living with me anyway there was no point of purchasing this mansion type of a house, maybe perhaps I did wish Sasuke would just visit me one time just to see him again, I really do miss him

I walked to the kitchen to get the groceries as I turned on the TV, I loved watching news since....they always recorded infront of a mansion that belongs to no one other than uchiha Sasuke himself, normally they should shoot infront of a case or a lake or something beautiful or sometimes in a group fighting but most time it's infront of his house, maybe because his garden was big enough to catch Many eyes

I always used to and I do till now is that turning on the TV and the news in hope that while they were recording infront of his mansion, Sasuke will eventually come out for a walk or even to go somewhere, basically I just wanted him to show up on the camera, it never happened, it never did, but still in hopes I spend hours on the TV, still missing the days that are horribly over

My short-timed cooking was done since all I made was ramen but adding some vegetables, I never really cared about what I'm eating, if it doesn't affect me in either way, Im safe to say that I can just make it my daily basic meal, on top of all that I'm sure ramen was my favorite, if something is your favorite and you know that you can have it everyday, why not have it your way?

I sat down on the couch, relaxing infront of the TV, turning the news off as soon as I saw they were at a different place today other than the regular spot, I closed my eyes and just listened to the birds chirping, windy air and the soft humming voice of the soothing nevertheless silence aura

I missed him so much, I remember the day he went in my office, the day when I was flustered even how shikamaru first announced his name, him settling in this village was like a big storm crushed right above my head, him even entering the village gate was such a delight to me and konoha, some people might think him as crazy or scary because of his one arm missing but hey, Sasuke nor me wanted our one arm missing, still, the lost arms are a sign of friendship....friendship, maybe I wanted it to be more than friend

Somewhat more than friends, like...lovers, which did happen when he first came into my office but later on my asshole self decided to ruin our connection and destruct it with every negative scenes possible, now I want nothing more than to just talk to him, explain to him, hug him....make love to him, I miss him, crave for his touch, a single touch is more than enough to set me on fire, he is all I need

My several thoughts on him were simple love for a certain person who I adore with my life on it....

I wish I could just get a glimpse of you♡

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