I Belong To You [Narusasu And Sasunaru]

chapter XX

NEW CHALLENGE!

: write your favorite snack and I will tell you what your desired snack represents you as!

(Fluff)

(Naruto_pov)

I held his cold pale hand as I watched him breath through the oxygen mask, the doctor's said that he lost a lot of blood resulting him to lost consciousness while finding out he had trouble of breathing

The doctors and a psychiatrist discovered a disorder within him, Dissociative identity disorder (DID)

a mental health condition. People with DID have two or more separate identities. These personalities control their behavior at different times. Each identity has its own personal history, traits, likes and dislikes.

I hired a therapist for it and explained our childhood to our marriage and divorces, from the psychotic behavior to the sweet man, from the kidnapping to our breakup

He eventually sitting down, explained to me, Sasuke had two personalities, one where he was a total, crazy maniac who doesn't really realize what's happening and does whatever he likes to. where he doesn't even recognize his closest to closest and gets lost in his total imagination where he was what he wanted to be

And two where he is his normal side, the quiet one from his childhood, the one where he had a goal, a life, a partner next to him, a motivation, a reason to live and last but not least...a team always by his side to comfort and protect him from all types of worst scenarios

I sat back on my chair and waited for my turn to visit him, from the point of my look I never really thought about it that way of sasuke even having any disorders or problems but now that I know it worried me from head to toe

"Room no. 110 is open now, are there any visitors?"

"Me..."

"And...who you might be to mr.sasuke"

"His uh...friend"

"Mr....Naruto Uzumaki?"

"Yeah"

"Ok...follow me through the hall sir"

I sat up and followed my eyes on her through the hallways, sick patients and dead bodies where visitors, friends and family of the now pale white bodies cried greedily on them, they shouted while there voices echoed through the whole building but there were no avail to any sign of happiness around

We kind of walked for minutes until we took an elevator where she pressed on the top floor button, the top floor had no patients or any sign of doctors around but because of taking care of sasuke between some hours every now and then doctors and nurses wandered around and looked after him then in the visiting hours the whole floor becomes empty in no time

"Were at our destination sir please keep in mind 1 hour is the visiting hours limits, if you resist to go through the rules we might have be mandatoried to use physical force against you, if there's anything you would like me more to assist you there's a telephone on the cupboard you can call us by"

"Thank you"

"Your welcome sir have a nice day"

I waved to the nurse and turned around to the door, I let out a deep sigh and breathed until I had to step inside, I knocked on the door

"Come in" a faint voice whisper echoed through the room

I gripped on the cold door handle and stepped inside

there he was, sitting up on the white bed, his pale hands and his short black hair while his eyes remained fixated on the window as he watched outside the window with his onyx eyes

I walked closer to him, every step reminded me of every regret I gulped every night, after years I finally got him, found him in my arms but not as love but as an injury to hospital, I didn't imagine our meet would be in a place like this after all

I sat down on the stool and stared at him, he still looks so young and beautiful, I couldn't move on over him, he has carved a special place in my heart where I will always forgive him no matter the problem but now that I'm the one having to seek a forgiveness I wanted it

I reached out my hand and slowly wrapped my fingers around his hand as he jumped at sudden speed and whipped his head behind and started stare at me with a complete shock visible in his eyes, he shuddered as he started shaking while tears started pricking out his eyes

"How uh-...are you?"

"Im-...I'm fine- i-...the nurses checked up on and left me with some medicine and-"

"What's-....what's wrong"

"T-the kids...how are they!? Are they fine!? Did something happen to them? I-i have to go!, the kids are alone and there's only one person to take care of them!"

"C-calm down!, the kids are fine, I sent some nanny and some of my female friends to take care of them"

"Female?"

"Oh- um-...yeah female friends I met in some Over the years, don't worry there harmless!"

"Oh- uh- I see you have met some friends now...that's good to...uh- hear"

"The doctor's reported that you can be discharged tomorrow in about evening of 2:30"

"Hn"

"Hey...I'm sorry, I regret it all to how it ended and I'm sorry really I am, I will do whatever it takes to seek for your forgiveness, I'm sorry, I was out of my mind, I was a complete fool for that I'm tired of being guilty, I'm always ready whenever you decide to forgive me until then if your not comfortable with me I can leave and never come back and no contact with eachother but just remember I will never give up on you"

There was a long entrusted silence echoing through my ears, what felt like hours later until my tears came flooding down My face and I squinted my eyes to try stop the tears but there was no avail to that, I was scared of rejection, scared of looking back at his eyes after my mess

"Uh-...wow...i-uh..never thought you would be saying that, thank you and uh- I can't just forgive you for what you have done but I will, in no time if only you promise to look after the kids until I'm recovered"

"L-look after.....recovery?"

"Y-yeah the doctor might've forgot to tell you....i-uh...my...my condition is bad and it will take a couple of months for it to recover and until then the caretaker of the kids demanded a vacation back to home and till then I was...kinda going to be taking care of them alone but now in this condition I might not be able to do that, i can easily hire another maid if you insist tho-"

"I can do it!...uh- anything to prove you otherwise I can take up on that, so...what's the issue?"

"Oh- its um...just a...bruise or wound you can say...on the bone"

"Oh...uh- how did this happen? That's horrible!"

"Nothing to really worry I swear!"

One of the hair strands flew infront of his eyes and it covered his left eye, it disturbed unknowingly, I reached out my hand and stuck the hair behind his ear, he continued staring at me until I swear I saw a pinkish shade appear on his cheek

"S-so uh...thank you for visiting the 1 hour is almost up and its getting late, you should speak to the register for the time being"

"O-oh yeah I uh...will see you again soon, good talk Sasuke"

I left the room with butterflies tingling up in my belly, I couldn't stop believing we talked a conversation after almost 3-5 years, I was in a daze, maybe I should definitely be in a journey for his love again and this job of caretaker is definitely a perfect fit for the plan

Next chapters are special and don't worry I will try to add some 18+ scenes now and then!