Dark Side Of The Earth

My Fam

My Family is full of pain n struggles if it ain't one thing its another I can't even have a full conversation wit my mother n my dad just been under cover he doesn't play his part he never finish wat he starts then their was my two sisters the ones that suppose to have my back thru think n thin one lies n one snicth every chance that she gets we wear these fake smiles n these fake laughs to cover up the dark clouds then theirs the love of my life that I hurt n idk y mayb bcuz I wasn't raised up to b a dyke I cry every night to noe that I have to live this way wit my parents not knowing that I'm gay I swea sometimes I feel like a mistake being a dyke in school but a girl at home I'm tired of being something I'm not today is the day all of this has to stop mom I'm gay n if Ur gonna hit me go ahead to bad I said all that in my head
My family is so full of shyt I just wanna dig a ditch n barry them 6 feet unda n smile n say its finally ova the lies the guilt the fear its all ova the day I do that will b the day I get a Tatto it will say SO WAT I DONT GIVE A FUCK IM GAY.