𝑻𝒆𝒆𝒏𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔 ❤︎ 𝑞𝑢𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑦𝑋𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

[5]-stargazing <3

I leaned my face on his back as i held onto him tight. He actually smelled really good, i didnt notice that before. He smelled like cologne alot and he was wearing a jacket wich has this slight smell of vanilla.

When we finaly arrived i jumped off the back of his bike. I almost fell but luckily i got my balance back on time. I waited for alex to park the bike. After he did we both started walking trough the flower field, not too far away there was this small lake nearby a huge tree that had a swing attatched to it and it also had a small wooden bench. We decided to go there. I could already see it from a distance and it looked absolutely beautiful.

I always went to this place whenever i needed some space for myself, it was basically my safe spot. Sometimes i just read or painted but i also had those times where i just sit there and listen to music and forget about everything else thats going on. I always used to go there with my grandma when i was younger. I never saw anyone else visiting this place tho.

When we got to the lake i put down my bag on the wooden bench. Suprisingly it still had the heart on it i drew on it with my black marker a while ago. Me and alex just sat there and chatted with eachother. I also brought some snacks with me and we also ate those. He told me alot about him that i didnt even know yet. I did try to stay quiet about myself and my private life even tho it didnt go too well the whole time.

I really loved spending time with alex tho. He made me feel really loved but not just loved, it was loved in a way ive never felt before. He just treated me different from the orthers. He didnt judge me just because of my appearance, he accepted me for who i was and how i acted around him. He just made me feel safe.

I started telling him how i basically grew up in this field. And how i used to go there from ever since i was a little girl.

Not much later it started getting really cold and ofcourse i had to forget half of my stuff like usual. This time i forgot my jacket. I was sitting on the bench wearing just a t-shirt with a thin vest. It didnt really keep me warm so we decided it was better if we would head home so we did. We took our stuff and walked back to his bike. Alex sat down on his bike and waited for me to hop on the back of the bike

And it went the exact same as when we drove there exept for one thing, he put his hand over my hands to keep them warm on our way home

My hands were around his waist on his stomach. And all of a sudden i felt something warm touching my hands. It didnt take me long to figure out it was one of his hands. Even tho me and alex were about the same hight since alex is pretty short his hands were still slightly bigger then mine. I usually didnt like it when someone touched me but this time it didnt bother me at all.

Not much later we arrived home. I jumped off the back of the bike so alex could get off aswell. I took my keys to unlock the door and we both went inside.

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Not much later me and alex were just sitting on the sofa talking and trying to stay awake, but to my suprise alex fell asleep before me. He looked so calming when he was sleeping and he didnt snore at all, all i could hear was him breathing softly. I just stared at his calming face for a while and not much later i drifted off to sleep

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Omg i was litterally so excited to post this part i honestly love it so muchhh