Salvation | PJM

Chapter 5- Help

Chapter 5

"Jagi, wake up"

I feel a gentle shake and sit up abruptly almost hitting Jimin in the face, he sits up as well and looks at me with those same concerning eyes from last night. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you but you were yelling in your sleep, sounded like you were having a nightmare"

His groggy soft voice makes me shiver as his warm hand rubs circles on my back, I glance over at the clock and groan it was five in the morning. "I'm sorry" I mumble resting my face in my hands, I was reliving yesterday's morning in my dreams but this time Jimin was there and killed Nick in front of me.

"It's okay jagi, come back over here" he mumbles pulling me back down on the bed with him, his arm is gently wrapped around me as he lets out a yawn. I yawn as well and let my hand wander across his chest, he's so soft and the ripples of his muscles feel so nice. My eyes open a second later as I pull back quickly realizing just how exposed and nice his chest felt, he was shirtless!

"Sorry Jagi, I can put it back on it just got hot in the middle of the night"

My eyes slowly adjust to the darkness around us as I peer down at his half naked body, I have to swallow hard in order to get any words out. "It's okay, it is a bit warm in here. I can turn on the AC if you want" I mumble feeling my flushed cheeks, though I know why I felt suddenly hot I wasn't quite sure if it was actually hot in the room.

"Its okay jagi I feel fine now actually, just come back here" his groggy voice is deeper than usual and made my heart skip a beat for whatever reason. He gently pulls me back into his arm as I gently place my hand back on his defined abdomen. Never in a million years did I think this would ever be my reality again.

"Relax jagi, it's just me"

Jimin mumbles as his lips gently press a kiss into my temple, I feel so flustered but at the same time I felt relaxed by his words. Doing my best to follow his words I take a deep breath and let myself nuzzle into his side a bit more. I couldn't remember the last time I cuddled like this, Nick wasn't a fan of cuddling. When we first got together he'd allow me ten minutes before complaining I was too heavy or warm.

"You were screaming out my name you know...though not in the way I was hoping"

I blush and slap his chest making him chuckle, as flustered as I felt I liked the fact that we could still be us in a sense.  "Do you want to talk about it now?" I take a deep breath and inhale jimin's comforting scent before glancing up at him.

"Things are just...not good. Me and Nick...we haven't been doing well for a while and I know I need to leave but...I just can't yet."

He strokes my hair and looks at me with a look I can't quite place, I can see the concern but I can also see a hint of anger and there is something else swimming in those eyes of his but I just can't place what it is.

"Why can't you leave yet?"

I sigh again and turn to lay on my stomach propping my head up with my elbow, Jimin smiles slightly as he watches me struggle to adjust into the new position. "Is it money?" I bite my lower lip and glance down, basically giving him his answer "Jagi, I told you I will help you. If that's really the only issue with leaving then let me take care of it" I bite my lip harder because I can feel my tears brimming