Chapter 12

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~KIM TAEHYUNG POV~

( 24 hours earlier)

Sitting up against the wall my mind was all over the place. For one this is not how the plan was suppose to go. I was suppose to kill y/n by now. Dead. Gone.

However I had sex with her.

It just happened.

I didn't plan on it. The first time was just a heat of the moment type thing. But god I don't regret it.

What bothers me is that we never do this. We forbid ourselves from any sexual activity with any of our victims.

We kidnap. Terminate and then ditch. No sexual activity with them of any sort.

Despite what all those news reports say about us. We don't rape women or men.

Despite all those thoughts I'm fully focused on Y/n. Even with her in the room with me she's on my mind constantly. She's driving me insane.

I've shown her a side of me no one has ever seen apart from my mom.

Thankfully there's no cameras in here otherwise the guys will never let me live it down. They don't actually know what I've been up to in here with her. I refuse to tell them.

Under normal circumstances she would be dead by now but things have changed and she's been here for too long. I won't kill her. I don't want to kill her but the guys want her dead because that's what we do.

But I just can't think about that.

She needs to be with me.

I just don't know how to keep prolonging this any further.

As I watched her sleeping figure across the room, a part of me wishes I didn't move from her side. But I did because something rather important has come to my mind.

Those fucking tally marks on the wall.

I've been counting them constantly.

And the days we've had sex.

She hasn't had a period in this place and I'm ashamed to say I never pulled out. Unless she's on some sort of protection like the pill or something. But I doubt it because she's never mentioned anything. It could just not occur to her but......oh I don't know.

There's a possibility she could be pregnant and that scares me. That's not part of the plan Just like everything so far.

I need to speak to the guys. I need to admit what I've done.

Standing up I dusted off my hands and headed to the door. I tapped on the metal and glanced back at y/n fading away but still snoozing softly.

She's tired so I doubt she'll wake up while I'm gone. I won't even be long. I just need to update the guys on a new plan.

The door popped open from the other side and I sipped out through the small gap and came face to face with Hoseok.

Smiling back at me he wiggled his brows.

"Taking a break from missus now are we?" Hoseok

I shoved him as I scoffed walking by him.

"Fuck you hoseok. You're just jealous I have her and you don't."

He followed me laughing and tapped me on the back when we reached the stairs.

"Too right I'm jealous. We all are dude why do you think Jungkook refuses to be around for this. That girl is a so fine." Hoseok

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