The View// JeongChan FF

7. Inner Feelings

(Very light smut warning! Also I'm sorry hunnjinsbuttsheeks I couldn't resist writing this chapter 😭😭😭)

The boiling hot water, rushed over my body. Stinging at my skin as it almost scolded me. My skin was tingling in protest as it adjusted to the temperature. The pain felt good. It was distracting. I thought back to the week before and sighed dreamily to myself. The way he had held me, his hand running through my hair, and waking up entangled in his body. Not to mention the way he had picked me up like I weighed nothing before allowing me to straddle him.

God he was such a tease.

My hand found my already rock hard member and I wrapped my fingers around it loosely. Chris had given me plenty to think about this morning. I bit my lip and began gently running my thumb over the tip. The memory of my crotch being pressed against his as he had held me sent a shiver down my spine.

It was only a shame we hadn't been naked. A small huffy breath escaped me as my thumb teased the most sensitive spot I had. I couldn't resist and began rubbing my full length, with a sense of urgency, as I thrusted my hips gently against my hand.

I imagined what it would be like to feel those inviting soft looking lips wrapped around me, rather than my hand. Seeing him on his knees for me would be delightfully sexy. I closed my eyes and dropped my head backwards as images of him, half naked, played in my head. It was always a sight to behold. Those muscles flexing as he changed clothes. The tightly toned muscles on his ass that led to the beautiful thighs I wanted to bury my head between.

"Fuck Chris," I mumbled to myself as I rubbed harder, imagining his impressive muscular physique pressed against mine, as I dug my nails into his jugular, and watched every vein on his toned arms flexing as he tried to escape my grasp. I slammed my hand against the wall as a warmth almost the same heat as the water burning into my skin spread through my body. I pressed my face against the smooth cold tiles as I got closer and closer to the release I needed.

Then it happened. The warm liquid spread over my hand and there was a streak of it up the wall. I was panting heavily and images of the man I desired for myself were still fresh in my mind.

-smut end-

I needed to have him. School today would be unbearable. Watching him with Changbin was damn near killing me, and my patience with this situation was wearing thin. I cleaned myself up and turned the shower off.

Tonight was Felix's party. It would be the perfect opportunity to get him where I wanted him.

"Hello Innie!" Changbin grinned at me as he stood next to Chris and I raised an eyebrow at them both. I knew they had been up to something the night before, I didn't realise he had spent the night.

"Morning hyung's." I nodded slightly and Changbin wrapped his arm around my neck as he ruffled my hair.

"You ready for tonight my main man. We're gonna have so much fun. Felix has alcohol and weed and so many people are gonna be there!" Changbin said excitedly as we began walking. I pulled away from him and tidied myself up again. Smoothing every single strand of misplaced hair back into it's place. I hated things being out of place.

Just like he was here invading my time with Chris.

"I hear that girl, Cherry is it? The one who has a little thing for you is gonna be there Innie." Chris gently nudged my shoulder as he teased me and I cringed visibly. The idea of that obnoxious gum chewing Princess liking me in any capacity was enough to make my skin crawl. I didn't even want her to like me as a person.

"He's blushing!" Changbin pinched my full cheek gently and I slapped his hand away.

"Hyung's! Stop it!" I whined loudly as I pushed them both away from me and created some space under their suffocating attention. They both laughed and began chasing me down the street making kissing noises behind me.

God I hated this.

The party was in full swing when Chris and I arrived. I had barely been able to take my eyes off of him. His open chested blazer, revealed his perfectly sculpted pecs, and his thighs were just about ready to burst out of those tight leather pants that were strained under their size. I was practically salivating.

"I'm gonna go find Binnie. Why don't you go and say hey to Lix. I know you haven't seen him much recently!" He suggested. I nodded and allowed him to separate from me. My eyes lingered on his ass as he walked away and I sighed.

Maybe he would be too preoccupied for me after all.

"Innie!" Lix's deep voice cut through the crowd and I felt his body impact mine hard. The smell of vodka drifted into my nose and I knew he was already drunk. His arms were slightly too tightly wrapped around my neck, but I didn't mind. Lix was always incredibly affectionate and I actually enjoyed sharing hugs with him. Except for when he decided to bite.

"How are you hyung?" I asked as I patted his arms gently. He squeezed, causing an involuntary choking noise to escape my mouth.

"I'm good my little Innie. I'm so glad you're here! I love you so much. I'm so glad you're my friend. You're adorable and sweet and you remind me of a little fox when you smile." He continued showering me with compliments as he swayed our bodies back and forth gently. I couldn't help my cheeks flushing as people began staring at us. This hug had gone on for an uncomfortably long time.

"OK Felix hyung, let's go find Hyunjin hyung shall we?" I suggested brightly as I peeled his arms from around my neck. I took his tiny hand in mine and led him away from the crowd of people who were whispering about us.

"Jin hyung!" I called as I saw the back of his head disappearing in front of me. He stopped and span around, then rushed over to me and Felix.

"Hello Innie, when did you arrive?" He asked as I relinquished Felix into his very capable custody.

"About ten minutes ago. Felix and I were chatting and I haven't had a chance to find anyone else!" I stated brightly as Hyunjin steadied Felix on his feet. He was rocking back and forth and whispering nyang nyang as he did it. I could tell he was wasted.

"Leeknow hyung and Hannie are through there." He nodded his head towards the door. "Seungmin is off mingling with the group of people over there." He pointed to the large gathering of sweaty bodies behind us. "And I think Changbin hyung and Chris hyung are in the garden."

"Thanks Jin hyung. I'm gonna go get a drink. Where's everyone smoking tonight?" He grinned at me.

"You sly little fox. I didn't know you smoked." I smirked and nodded.

"More than any of you probably realise." I murmured quietly. "I'm gonna go say hello to everyone and I'll see you later hyung." He patted me on the back as I walked away and I heard Felix whining. Complaining that he wanted me to stay so he could pet me like a cat.

The thought was absolutely unbearable. They all saw me as this cute little boy, but I would show them.

After tonight they would realise just how grown up I could be.

I tried to say hello to Leeknow and Han but it was a mistake. They were far too busy swapping spit to even notice I was in the room, let alone say hello. Seungmin was MIA and I sighed. There was no way I was third wheeling with Chan and Changbin.

"H-Hello I.N." that voice was one I recognised and despised with all my being.

But it was a voice I needed. Someone to act as a buffer for me. I plastered a smile across my face and my eyes fell upon her. She was wearing a tight red, figure hugging dress that was low cut and revealed her ample bosom that I had never paid attention to before.

"Hello Cherry. How are you?" I asked.

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And here we go.

This party is gonna be one for the history books.

Thank you for reading

ILYSM