The View// JeongChan FF

22. 하지마!

"So, now I have her right where I want her. She can't touch me." He finished explaining and I leaned back on his bed. I rubbed my eyes and sighed.

"So why are you hiding yourself away Innie?" I asked as I glanced back at him.

"Because I have work to do." He stated flatly.

"Why don't you come over to mine? My parents are out we can relax. You look like you need a break. You know this obsessive stuff has to end right? It's not healthy." He stood and towered over me with his hands sunk deep into his pockets.

"Or we could stay right here, and I could just take what I want right now. Why are you trying to delay the inevitable Channie? You know we're going to fuck." He stated. I smirked and shook my head.

"Because I don't like being quiet little Innie." He quickly straddled me and shoved me backwards onto his bed. He pinned my hands and kissed my neck.

"Isn't half the fun the danger of being caught though?" He whispered quietly.

"Not when we can do it wherever we want." I reminded him. He licked his lips hungrily and searched my eyes for any sign of me wavering. He wouldn't find it.

"Fine. Let's go." He climbed off of me and quickly grabbed a bag. He stuffed some things inside and I straightened myself up. Just because we couldn't be together, it didn't mean we couldn't have fun.

We made our way downstairs and said goodbye to his Mom, and Jeongin was desperately dragging me towards my house.

"What's the rush?" I asked as I lazily trailed behind him. He let out a growl of frustration and turned to face me. His hand gripped my face hard and he squeezed it tightly.

"You know exactly what you're fucking doing Chan. You're going to pay." I smirked and allowed him to drag me to my front door. I unlocked it slowly, and he shoved me inside before slamming the door behind us. He grabbed my shoulders and slammed me against the wall before attacking my lips with his. He sucked and nibbled at them before biting down hard. I felt his teeth break the skin and winced slightly. The metallic taste entered my mouth and he began running his tongue over the fresh wound.

"You taste delicious Channie." He murmured. He forced his tongue into my mouth and I pulled his hips against mine. His tongue was exploring every inch of my mouth and I couldn't wait to get his clothes off.

This little kid had no idea what I was capable of.

"You're so needy Innie." I teased as he pulled away for a breath. "My needy little fox." I brushed his hair from his eyes and he caught my wrist. The dangerous look reappeared in his eyes and excitement washed over my body.

"Do you not understand the situation you're in Channie? You're gonna regret ever thinking you get the right to choose what happens between us." I grabbed his thighs and lifted him off the floor effortlessly. He wrapped his legs tightly around me, and his hand found my neck again.

"I don't think I will." I whispered as I leaned in for another kiss. Our lips met and I began slowly making my way to the sofa, carrying him as he was grinding on me slowly. His hand was tight around my throat and his nails were digging in again. I saw down with him on top of me, and he began pulling my shirt off. I stopped him.

"You have to ask Innie." His hand tightened around my shirt and he glared angrily at me. I wanted to push every single one of his buttons and see how far he was willing to go.

"No. I. Don't." He stated firmly. He pulled my shirt off and his teeth began attacking my skin again.

"Fuck," I murmured as he sucked my nipple and began flicking his tongue over it. I leaned my head back and allowed him to do whatever he wanted. As much as I wanted to tease him. He had full permission to do whatever he wanted. He knew how to please me.

My hands found their way to his waist and I began moving them for him. I needed to feel the friction. I needed to feel him.

"Do you have any idea what it's been like watching you from my room?" He whispered as he dragged his nails down my chest.

"At least you got the best view." I murmured as I pulled his face up to mine.

"Not as good as this view." He pressed his lips to mine once more and I felt like I was about to lose control. I had never needed to be with someone like I did him. Every second spent away from him made me feel like a fish out of water. Gasping for oxygen in a world that should provide it, but couldn't. I couldn't process anything without him.

"What to do with my little Innie. Maybe I could make him beg for me..." I murmured as he brushed his nose over mine.

"You've got a better chance of convincing the sky to turn green. If you deny me, I'll just take what I want. You know I'm capable of it." He whispered. His hands drifted down my chest and landed on my belt buckle. He began undoing it forcefully and I moved my hands to his ass. I squeezed it tightly and pressed my lips against his neck. He shuddered at the touch and I smirked against his skin.

"You're all flustered Innie." I whispered. I sucked on his skin and licked his neck as I moved my mouth. Purple marks were decorating his neck.

"Fuck you Chan." He murmured as he finally got my belt loose.

"That's what I'm waiting for." I whispered. He stopped and his eyes fell upon mine. He suddenly looked full of wild emotions that weren't anger and I faltered slightly.

"I-I..." He suddenly went limp and dropped his gaze. He stared down at his hands as he toyed with my belt.

"What's up Innie?" I asked quietly as I stroked his hair from his face. My hand rested on his cheek and he pulled away from my touch.

"What are we doing Chan? I know we can't be together." He murmured. I frowned and lifted his chin with my index finger.

"N-No. We can't. We'd fuck each other up too much Innie. That doesn't mean we can't have this though. I enjoy this." I said softly as I slowly slid my hand around to the back of his neck. I pulled his head into my shoulder and held his body close to mine.

"I can't do this. I need you. I need all of you. Having one part of you isn't enough for me." He murmured.

"Innie. You know we won't be good for each other." I whispered as I held his shaking body. A whimper escaped him and he pressed himself closer to me.

"This isn't fair Chan. None of this is fair. I can't stop thinking about you."

"And you think this is easy for me? Innie nothing hurts me more than knowing I can't have you. No matter how badly I want you. But we would hurt everyone and each other." I murmured. This is precisely what I wanted.

As much as my aching heart was beating for him, and him alone, I couldn't ruin my life. Or his.

"Can't we just try?" He whispered.

"I wish we could. I've been here before Innie. It's the reason we had to move. I'm dangerous when I let my mind take control." I explained quietly.

"My old neighbour moved because of me. He had to get away. I was obsessed." He murmured.

"I'm sorry Innie."

"So am I." He suddenly got off of me and went to his bag. He produced a bottle and a rag and I knew precisely what he was about to do.

"I-Innie." I stood up and began backing away from him. This is what I had been trying to avoid." 하지마! (Don't!)" I warned.

"Sorry Chan. I can't help myself."

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What is he about to do?!?!?!?!

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