8. Jealousy Surfaces

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I sat on the high brick wall with Changbin standing in between my legs. He was staring up at me lustfully as he sipped his beer slowly and flicked his hair from his eyes.

"Last night was fun." I murmured as I leaned in slightly towards him. He ran his tongue over his top lip and allowed it to pause there before biting his lower lip. The warm breeze made his hair gently sway as it wound its way through the small gap between our faces.

"Mmm, maybe tonight we can do it again." The sound of the squealing glass door caused both of our heads to turn, and we watched as Jeongin and Cherry appeared. Changbin's hand moved to my thigh as we watched him drape his arm around her shoulders. She was an average looking girl at best, but her figure was incredible.

"Damn, little Innie doesn't hang around." I whispered as I watched him lead her over to the wooden bench a few feet away. He took his fitted coat off and laid it out so she could sit without getting her incredibly tight dress dirty. My eyes travelled up and down and I was enjoying the view of his surprisingly toned body. He had definitely bulked up lately and I wondered what he had been eating.

"Our little baby is growing up." Changbin said in the softest tone imaginable.

"I can hear you both. Carry on with whatever you were doing hyung's I'm trying to have a conversation." He instructed confidently. We both laughed and neither of us could help watching as he moved in on her.

The difference was I wasn't finding it cute.

He sparked up a joint and took a long, lingering puff before blowing the smoke out of his nostrils like a tiny fierce dragon. Cherry turned down the offer and he took another drag.

"Innie, you can always share with us too you know." I pointed out as I sipped the cold beer again. The jealousy I always tried desperately to hide was coming to the surface. I tapped Changbin on the shoulder and he stepped back, allowing me to gently jump down from the wall. I took his hand in my own and we made our way across the grass and sat down in front of our two younger peers. Jeongin held the joint out and Changbin gently took it from his hand.

"Since when did you start smoking?" I asked as Changbin pressed the joint to my lips softly. I took a long drag and blew out smoke rings, watching as they drifted lazily up into the star littered, clear night sky.

"Since about two years ago when I met Jimmy." He said casually with a shrug. I raised a skeptical eyebrow at him and pursed my lips disapprovingly. I had never once seen him smoking and I was surprised by the revelation. We had been living next to one another for close to three years now. How had I never seen him high?

"I never had you down as a smoker Innie." Han and Leeknow had appeared and seated themselves next to Jeongin. They sparked another joint and we were all passing them around, taking turns to enjoy the sweet feeling that the weed intoxicated us with.

"Found them!" Felix called as he stumbled into the garden. I saw Jin being dragged behind him as Felix tugged him towards us, giggling.

"God Lix. You're strong when you're drunk." Hyunjin mumbled as he sat down and pulled Felix into his lap. This was a new development. These two had been hiding their relationship for months, but I was glad they finally felt confident enough to be out and proud about it.

"Say it Jinnie." Hyunjin accepted a joint from Changbin and shook his head vigorously, sending his beautiful pinkish hair flying around his shoulders. Felix pouted and grabbed his face between his small hands. "For me! Pleeeeease!" He whined. His lips wrapped around the joint in Hyunjin's fingers and he began toking as he stared at Jin.

"Fine. Nyang nyang nyang." It was the most unenthusiastic impression I had ever heard and all of us burst into laughter at it. Including Felix. He threw his head back and coughed loudly as the smoke escaped from his lungs.

"My little kitty." Felix petted his head and Hyunjin glared around at us all with the most severe look he could muster. He was so serious usually, until he got with Felix.

"I-I'm gonna go get a drink. I'll see you back inside Jeongin." Cherry excused herself and my eyes fell back onto my best friend. I took a joint from Leeknow and stared at him as I toked deeply. His eyes were also trained on me and I couldn't help feeling as though any second sparks may go flying because of the intense eye contact we were sharing.

"Here you guys are!" Seungmin appeared and seated himself next to Jeongin. I offered him the almost dead joint and he refused. He pulled out another fresh one and sparked it up. I smirked and looked around at this odd little family we had created. These dorks were incredible and I finally had people I could call my friends.

Except for Jeongin. He would always be more precious to me. I had known from day one this arrangement with Changbin was a distraction from my feelings for him, but I wasn't sure how much longer I would be able to keep up the charade.

"Why don't we play a game?" Han suggested mischievously.

"What game?" Felix asked clapping his hands gleefully at the idea.

"Truth or dare."

"I'm in!" All of us said it simultaneously and laughter erupted once more. Han slowly moved off of Leeknow's lap and nudged Jeongin closer to Seungmin with his butt.

"I'll go first. Chris, truth or dare?" He asked as his eyes fell upon me. I tapped my chin and smiled slightly as I thought.

"Dare." I said with a nod.

"Pick someone, who isn't Changbin, and compare sizes with them." I coughed slightly at the intensity of the first dare and stared at Han. I looked around and I knew who I wanted to pick. Which is precisely why I wouldn't pick him.

"Alright Leeknow. Let's go." I stood and he groaned loudly as he got to his feet. We both moved away from the group and stood a bit further down the garden.

"I'll fucking get him back for this." Leeknow muttered as he began undoing his belt. I chuckled and nodded with a small smile on my face.

"Me too." I murmured. We both pulled our dicks out and nodded at each other before making ourselves decent and rejoining the group.

"Who was bigger?!" Han asked gleefully as he stared at us. I smirked and shook my head.

"That wasn't part of the dare." I reminded him.

"Chan hyung." Leeknow stated flatly. My cheeks began burning and I stared down at my hands in my lap.

"Really?! You must be packing hyung. Maybe I should be dating you." Han winked at me and I flipped him off. Leeknow slapped his arm and glared at him.

"Yah! That doesn't mean mine is small! You choke on it regularly enough to know it's not!" He stated irritably. Hyunjin's beer sprayed all over Felix and the floor as he coughed and spluttered at the comment.

"Urrrrgghh. Gross!" Felix began wiping his arms and face on Hyunjin's shirt and pulled a face.

"Sorry. I wasn't expecting that." Jin wiped the back of his hand against his mouth and grinned at us all.

"Innie. Your turn!" Han said as he gently patted Leeknow's thigh, trying to console him.

"Changbin hyung, truth or dare?" The mischievous glint in his eyes made me wonder what he had planned. He always looked so hot when the other side of his personality peeked through. I was under no illusions about him. I knew he wasn't all rainbows and butterflies.

"Truth." Changbin said confidently. We all booed and he glared around at us with his lips tightly pursed. "Fine! Dare!" He said quickly, after we applied pressure for him to change his mind.

"Make out with Seungmin." He stated flatly. I felt his body stiffen next to me and Seungmin's cheeks flushed a bright rosy red colour.

"Don't I get a say in this?!" He asked as he blinked around at us all.

"No!" Felix said as he yanked Seungmin forwards towards Changbin. I watched as their lips met and realised something incredibly important.

I wasn't the slightest bit jealous.

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Chris really be clowning himself rn.

JUST FUCK HIIIIIM

Anyway happy reading

ILYSM

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