Spring always comes after winter
just like how,
after the darkness of night,
the sun will rise again.
There's a little more lightness
to my steps now.
When I walk.
When I live.
I am trying to learn to love myself
the way I have learned to love myself
so many times before.
But sometimes when I go to work
I imagine -
justforasplitsecond -
what if?
What if we ran into each other again?
What if you said hello unexpectedly once more?
What if I saw you
and finally told you how
I am so in love with you
and do I have to let you go?
It took me some time
but now
when I catch myself wondering
'what if'
I stop myself,
take a second -
breathe.
And it helps.
Even if just a little,
It helps.
Even if just by 1%.
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Winter
PoesiaA short collection of poems bidding him goodbye. ----- ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.