Winter

lost.

All my life I have wanted;

I have dreamed.

Yet what do I do 

when I no longer want?

no longer dream?

Meeting you was like

the red ribbon of fate.

An unexpected dream,

An unexpected wish.

All my life I have wanted and dreamed

for someone like you.

for someone to love,

to hold,

to cherish...

till death do us part.

Yet I did not have.

I could not have.

I could not hold.

I could not cherish.

Till do us part.

Because meeting you was like

the red ribbon of fate

until -

suddenly - 

the red ribbon was cut

by fate itself. 

What do I do now

when I no longer want

and no longer need?