not understanding

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~none of the pictures that will be presented are mine~

3rd person

Travis sat down on his so called 'bed' (more like a mattress) thoughts rushing to his head endlessly, why exactly did he even end up, up here, what did he even do wrong, he doesn't understand , really.

Travis's pov:

I don't understand really, why am i even in my room acting like everything that just happened before is ok, i don't even get it how in god's name is it ok to hurt your wife and child for 'discipline' how is that ok? Was it always normal to be this way?Auhhh why do i even bother i should try and at least get some sleep before father starts an argument with mum again.

    ~in the morning~

*Beep*
  
     *Beep*
  
          *Beep*

Looks like it's already morning, ok shut up you stupid alarm I'm up.

I put on my daily purple sweater and my teal shorts and go downstairs."Travis, sit down and eat." "Yes,father." Even tho I'm not hungry it's not like i can deny my father, i rush to the table, eat say goodbye to my father and mother, my mother secretly gives me an apple since father doesn't let me eat food from home at school, he's always calling it a 'waste' of money.

I walk out and walk off in the direction to the school ,it only takes like 10 minutes so it's not much of a hesitation to reach school.

Once i got to school i spot someone, of course who am I kidding it has to be him Sally face there's no way anyone could miss him, his neon hair and his mask or whatever make him stand out, his gayness also makes me absolutely hate him , just seeing him makes my insides twist and turn, man i really hate him no doubt.

He's always hanging with his fag friends, the bitch Ashley, the super fag of the school Todd and this tall ass fuckwad Larry.

He's so annoying absolutely every little thing about him annoys the life out of me, and the fact that the weasel Larry is always 'protecting' him like a dog annoys me to the core all he does is swear, he can't stop swearing that's all he does that's a major sin!

I know I've sweared but i only did when calling people out for the things they actually are, or at least that's what my dad told me, and he's my dad even though he hurts me and always leave me nearly dead i feel like i,deserved it to be honest I've sweared and that's a sin i deserve that but my mother she's really kind and caring she's the one who doesn't deserve this that's the reason i hate father he hurts mum.

I got to my first class and it was the usual it was math and sal was in it, and oh boy was he smart, such a goody-two shoes it was annoying i have to deal with it or whatever.

He's so distracting, ugh when will i just get out already, if i fail this class I'm dead like literally i should be ready, i guess.

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