//why...?//

chapter 1

"No, mom. Please get out." "SHUT YOUR MOUTH. I WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!" "Yea same. Now please get out of my room." "YOU ARE STUPID. MY LIFE WOULD BE BETTER WITHOUT YOU!" She walked out of his room. "Damn... she's drunk again..." Since Kenma's mom is divorced, she drinks too much. It's been 8 years now. She's still not over it. Kenma put on his headphones again and continued playing Valorant. "Guys, why y'all dead? Dumbass bitches." He doesn't leave his room a lot, only for school. Kuroo doesn't come to him that often anymore since he's with Tsukkishima. "Fuck, guys, my mom comes in again... please don't ask any questions.." "KENMA! GIVE ME YOUR SCHOOL BAG! NOW! I COULD SWEAR YOU TOOK MY MALBORO REDS!" "Mom, I don't smoke...I didn't do that.." She came inside and took his bag. "Yea okay, take it if you want to. But please leave now." His mother went to the living room with his bag. "Sorry, guys. This happens too often." "It's alright, dude", one of the boys in the voice chat said. "Thanks. I'll be off now.. sorry guys." He took off his headphones, shut his windows, turned off the lights and sat down on his bed. "I can't do this...I need him...he always got me out of that shit..." The boy punched against the wall. "FUCK! I HATE IT! FUCK EVERYTHING!..." With tears in his eyes, Kenma starred at his bloody knuckles. "FUCK!...fuck..." He poured down the schnapps he stole from his mother and keeps in the drawer of his bedside table. Later at night he texted Kuroo.
"hi"
"sorry mate, I'm at Tsukki's place. I swear, he's good at suckin some d"
"wtf man"
"just kidding dude lmao"
He didn't find it funny. Kenma turned off his phone. He wasn't feeling good. Alc on an empty stomach wasn't a good idea. But that wasn't the only pain he felt. He also had a weird feeling in his chest. Kenma lied down in his bed and silently cried himself to sleep.

hi, so this was the first chapter. please give me feedback. I want to improve myself  :))