Conection [marcus gunnarsen]

Chapter 13

Right now I'm in school looking for Marcus. I need to talk to him. I was looking for him everywhere but I couldn't find him. At least i saw Martinus.

Me: Martinus! Wait. - Martinus turned around and waited for me where he stayed. I don't know why he just couldn't walk to me so I won't need to go all the way to the other side of the hallway but whatever.

Me: Hey, i just want to ask you, do you know where is Marcus?
Martinus: Yeah, he won't come today, he stayed at home. He is really sad and he won't talk to me, do you know anything more?
Me: I think I do. - I said and I looked down

I don't want it to be like that, I want to be with him, I really do and I need him. I need to talk to him after school.

After School
My last lesson just ended and I fast packed my bag and as soon as I could I fast walked out from school going to Marcus's house. I hope he will talk to me.

When I reached their house I suddenly got nervous. I will tell him my feelings, but what if he will reject me? I'm so scared.

I knocked on the door and Martinus opened it.

Martinus: Hey! Sam? What are you doing here? Are you okay? - he must noticed that I'm nervous.

Should I tell Martinus about all this?

I walked in and sat on a cough.

Martinus: Hey Sam tell me. You know I'm here for you right?
Me: Yes I do, don't worry - I smiled - where's Marcus?
Martinus: He is up in his room.

Me: Okay, so me and Marcus talked yesterday, we both realized that we have feelings for each other, but because I have a boyfriend Marcus decided that he wants to end our friendship, because he can't do this. I thought it will be better but then I realized I feel something more to him, more than what I'm feeling with Cam.

I finally said and I felt realived that Martinus knows it. I feel better. He had a big smile on his face.

Martinus: My dear Sam, I'm so happy that you both realized your feelings for each other, I was waiting for this for so long. Now go upstairs and tell him!!!

I nodded and did as he said. I got up and went upstairs to Marcus's room. I thought for a while and then I knocked on the doors.

Marcus: Martinus! Go away I told you that I don't want to talk to to you! - he yelled from his room.

Me: Marcus? It's me, Sam.

Suddenly the doors got slowly open. I got shocked cause his eyes were all red and it seemed like he has been crying for so long.

Me: Can we talk please?

He nooded and moved so i could come in. I sat on his bed and took a deep breath. Marcus sat next to me.

Me: Marcus? I... I need to tell you something. - he was looking at me, with that beautiful look. But with red eyes from crying- Yesterday, when you told me that you want to end all this, I thought it will be better for both of us, but then I realized something. I feel something more for you, more than I feel for Cam. You make me laugh like no one else. When I'm close to you, my heart starts beat fast and i get nervous. When we say goodbye, I'm exited for the next day, so I can see you again. Marcus... I don't feel this for no one else, only you... - I couldn't say more, because he interrupted me with his lips on mine.

We pulled away and he loked at me.

Marcus: I fell in love with you since the first day I saw you. I tried to deny it, that's why I accted the way I did. I never felt this way for no one since Sophie cheated on me. I knew you are dieffrent, you didn't run after me like the others, you are much nicer and everything. You don't even know how hard it was for me yesterday when i told you that we need to end this. i knew I wouldn't be able to get over you. You were here for me when no one else was and I want to thank you for this.

Me: Marcus, there's absolutely nothing to thank me for, just remember that I'm always here for you and I want you to feel free to tell me anything.

Marcus: I wil I promise, but i want to to do the same. - I just nodded. Marcus: I wanted to do this for so long, so Sam? Will you be my girlfriend? Me: Of course Marcus! I'd love to.