Honestly there's a lot I could say, you really hurt me in the worst way.
From what you did to what they said you would say.
All I ever ask myself is why and I still have no clue till this day. What have I done to you? How could you be my Judas boo?
After all we've been through... after all I've done for you... not saying you didn't do for me too, but the pain of it all was unbearable for 100 nights I cried my tears burned my face when they dried every milestone I reached my best friend needed to override I was overwhelmed by everything that was done inside the chaos of what was drowning out what could be... you saw me sink and you laughed at me... my friend, my soul mourned for you... the pain that was caused I still ask what did I do to you? After all of it my scars are proof I ran away from the city I used to belong to... I would have never done those things to you but since I'm here now let me tell you my truth. I've always loved you more than you'll ever know not in a romantic way at all I saw us standing tall against them all you were my sister I gave you the best of what I had to offer as a friend and companion I gave you sound advice I sent you money I listened to you cry for hours over no good men I never ever thought about hurting you because you were my best friend I would've taken every secret to my grave but why should I only suffer pain? Why didn't I have anything to gain? I've already accepted who we are now but I'm still healing from what we lost, and I know you don't feel the same.
