Random things that I think about 2.5

I need to vent.

TW// Narcissism,Bullying,School

Guys,am I a narcissist?  I think I am.

I panic alot. Like,ALOT at school. Mostly due to math or assignments I missed.

The teachers think I'm making everything about myself.

They're right. I am. I am because I NEED HELP DESPERATELY.

My aide refused to help me with math EVEN THOUGH THAT'S HIS JOB,EVEN THOUGH HE SUCKS AT IT. And now I have to worry about that tomorrow at school.

Another thing I tend to do is speak out of thrn when answering questions. My brain knows the answer and I often can't help it when teachers ask. In fact,teachers often have to not pick me because of this. And this sucks when I actually need help ans they assume I am too smart to not know the answer.

I just need help. And they twist it into me being narcissistic.

Unless I'm being narcissistic right now ans I don't even know it.

It hurts like this.

Everyone either thinks in a Genius and a great writer,or a Autistic Narcissist who throws fits to get her own way.

And I think that I truly am a Monster sometimes.

I am a monster,aren't I?

Either tell me the truth,or lie to me.
I'm just a freak

I'M JUST A FREAK.

Just unfollow me already.

I know you all know the truth.

Just do what you've been wamting to do for so long,and forget all about me.

Just do it,please.

Do it now.