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ALLYS POV
THE NEXT DAY
11:25PM

I sighed as I stood next to Shawn, staring at the door.

"You're really going alone?" He asked.

"Yes, and don't try following me,"

"I just don't want-" he started but I cut him off.

"Shawn I get it. You don't want me getting hurt. Well I don't want you or Maria or anyone else getting hurt." I said. He sighed and nodded his head.

"What time is it?" he asked.

I looked at my watch and sighed."11:30," I said. (A/N- I freaking use the word 'sigh' so much. Its like a sighing competition or something😂)

"Maybe you should head out," He said and looked at the ceiling and then at his feet.

I nodded my head and looked up at him. He looked at me and we just stood there. "Shawn?" I asked.

"Yeah?"

"Can I tell you something?"

"Anything,"

"I am terrified. I don't think I have ever been more scared than I am right now. I wasn't supposed to tell anyone I knew about Emma. You weren't supposed to know about Mark, let alone Emma," My voice cracked a little, the tears forming in my eyes from how petrified I am right now. "I just- I- I'm really scared and I don't know what will happen to anyone. I don't want you to get hurt, Maria, Nash, Jack, Matt, Jack, Cam, or anyone else. I'm scared for my family, yours, and everyone else's. I don't want anyone to get hurt because of me," I said.

He embraced me in a hug and kissed the top of my head. "It's okay. You're going to be alright. I won't let anyone get hurt, even if it actually is the last thing I do,"

"Don't say that, I don't want to even think about it," I didn't want to imagine Shawn dying to protect me. I've almost died once and it was the worst time of my life being in that hospital. But after it was all over and in the past, I was living the life I've always wanted. I had an amazing husband, a beautiful daughter, and we were all living in an amazing home in a beautiful town. I had the best friends and the best life. Ever since that fire, everything's been unraveling.

"I love you, Shawn," I said.

"I can't even say I love you, because it's not enough to tell you how much I love you and care for you. Ally Mendes, I love you to infinity, all the way back, all the way back to infinity, all the way to the moon, and back to Earth. Repeat that route about a thousand times, and come back and that still doesn't describe how much I love you," he said.

"I literally can't even right now," I said and he laughed.

"Its 11:40," he said.

"I'm not ready to go," I said.

He lifted my chin and said, "Hey, it will all be fine." He placed a soft kiss on my lips and I nodded my head.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you more," I said.

"Doubt it," I laughed and sighed as I walked toward the door.

I turned around, walked up to him, and placed my lips on his.

He put his hands on my waist and I put mine around his shoulders. I pulled away and he gave me a warm smile. I gave back a sad smile and nodded, and walked toward the door.

I took a deep breath and walked out, fear controlling me.

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I pulled over to the side of the road and got out of my car.

I walked into the alleyway and looked at my watch.
11:58...

I looked around and didn't see anyone. I walked further into the alley, but just saw the wall. Then I heard a familiar voice behind me.

"Hello," she said.

I turned around to see Emma with a devious smirk plastered on her face.

"Howdy," I said and waved, trying to control my shaking. "So what exactly are you trying to do, here?"

"I want you to divorce Shawn," she said blankly.

"What?! If we were just a couple and you wanted us to break up, I could understand your doings, but divorce?? That's how low you are willing to go?" I asked.

"That's not all. Once you divorce him, I want you to take that filthy child of yours and move to the other side of the country, and loose contact with Shawn and everyone else," she said.

"You're crazy. There's no way in hell I would ever do that."

"Suit yourself..." she said and walked up to me. "But you'll regret it,"

Gosh. When I was a just a fan of Shawn and didn't have a clue that my life would be with him, I would read fanfictions. The crazed maniac girl would always threaten the main character to leave and loose contact, and I thought that was to make a point. I was wrong. (A/N: Ya see where I'm going with that? Eh, I tried..)

"Why, exactly, will I regret it?" I asked. I bet you could hear the fear in my voice.

"Because if you don't, I will make sure you will end up back in a hospital bed. No car wrecks or gun shots this time, and no one's waking up.." she said.

"You crashed into me that night I was driving to San Fransisco to see Shawn?"

"No, that was sheer coincidence..." she said, turned around, and walked off.

"By the way, no need to tell Shawn about this..." she said.

Uh oh..

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HI.

So.

I wanna say this:
Emma knows about Ally telling Shawn, I was just like "if i did emmas pov then it would be two sentences and be kinda tacky and useless yet super important so I'll do an A/N explaining"

Soooo, like, uh, anywho, my other book, Ups and Downs, I think I am going to write like 5 chapters and publish them 5 days in a row and then put it on hold, until I'm ready to be writing and stuff. This book shall NOT be on hold. (at least I don't plan to) 'Cause I think that I maybe possibly might write another book, and finish writing it before I publish any chapters of it??

Should I?

It would be a Shawn story, soo yeah..

Also, updates may be slow bc school, and friends, and I'm constantly on social media. I have my ig Shawn account (mendes_galaxy , I changed it from heaven_mendes to that).... Like I'm always texting my friend and then I play this app, QuizUp, and I am addicted to it. Plus I have to study science and all that crap I'm failing.

But like on In A Flash, the reads keep growing and growing so it's like "THX FOR 15K" then three days later "THX FOR 17K" so I'm lost with how much In A Flash is growing. LIKE, FIRST MEH BABY SHAWN WAS GROWING UP SO FAST, NOW MY STORY!!?? ILY ALL

OKEYYYY thats all I have to say for now.... so in that case... see ya later!

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