JayVik Oneshots [Arcane]

Sorry... ⛈

His own heart beating lowd in his ears for the long run towards the hospital. And now that he is here, in front of that damn door, he doesn't even have the strength to open it. He is frozen in front of it. Not sure if he's ready to face what's behind it....
He gulps. Takes a deep breath and opens it. His hand is shaking and sweat is running cold.
Once the door is open, he felt his eyes getting wet at the view of his partner lying in that bed, still unconscious.
So many thoughts run through his head as he hurries to reach the bed. Oh God... He thought. How stupid he feels now.... How useless.... While Viktor was almost dying he was.. Having sex in the other room. How could he?
Jayce looked at Viktor's face. His eyes closed. He looks even more pale than usual.
He caresses his partner's hair. His hand going to rest on his cold cheek.
Jayce wouldn't even be there if it wasn't for Viktor. And still, he almost left the most precious person in his life die for his stupid fucking egoism.
Suddenly every moment spent with Viktor is running through his mind.... And his smile, his wonderful amber eyes, that adorable frown when he is concentrated on his theories...

He could have lost all of this...

What an idiot.. He just realized how much Viktor means to him... How much he loves him.... How much he loves everything he does... Everything he says...
He reaches Viktor's hand to hold it tight. As he sits on the bed next to him. Pressing soft kisses on his thin hand... Praying for him to open his eyes as soon as possible...

《I'm so sorry...》

He whispers feeling tears coming down on his face.

《I've been an idiot I know... Y-you have all the rights to tell it to me once you wake up... Just... don't leave me...》

He caresses Viktor's cheek as he kept holding Viktor's hand and kissing it. If only his kisses could take away Viktor's illness he would kiss him for the rest of his days...

《I'm begging you...》

He whispers as if this is a secret between them, too precious for others to hear....
He looks at his lips. They look cold... Could he try to kiss him, like Viktor was the princess in some stupid fairytale and wake him up?
Jayce closes his eyes and moves even closer. He kisses his partner softly. His lips are in fact cold... He moves back and looks at his partner's face, a few inches away from his.
Well... He didn't wake up like in a fairytale...
He moves away, letting his hand go for a moment. The time to take that wooden chair and move it closer to the bed. He sits down and immediately takes back Viktor's hand. He would never let it go. Never again...
He is holding his thin hand in both of his and keeps kissing it. He doesn't know how much time he spends like this. Everything is quiet. He can only hear Viktor's weak breathing. Right now it's the only thing that gives him a sense of relief... He is alive... He didn't lose him....

Suddenly a soft voice.

《Jayce...》

~ The End ~

A/N: I know this is super short but I'm rewatching Arcane and I felt the need to write something about THAT scene.
Jayce, I love you a lot, but you are such a dummy to not see how much you love Viktor ùnú