I laying down on my bed, close my eyes and my brain, empty. Just feel my breath in and out.
I keep like that till my mom sit on my bed, beside me
"eoh mom, why you here"i asked when try to manage my heartbeat, i scared wen see her suddenly appeared when i open my eyes
"what are tou thinking sweetheart, how can you did not guess i knock your door, did you sleep?"
"hmm...why mom?
"congratulation sweetheart. For your 23rd gold medal"mom said and kiss my forehead
"eeohh thanks mom"
"tell me what you want"
"hmmm nothing mom, i dont want to burden you"
"who said you burden me, never my sweety, just tell me, i'll happy when you tell me whst you love"
"i have some but it's not easy, could i mom?"
"everything you want"
"mom, i want to go to switzerland with jihyo. Can i???"jeongyeon said with please face
"ofcourse honey, you can ask more than it, when you will go?"
"next mount, in our holiday"
"ok, buy everything you and jihyo need ok"
"ok mom, thank you so much, i love you"i said and hug her tightly
"only one,are you just friend with jihyo?what about other friends?"
"i have mom, but to switzerland just me and jihyo"
"ok sweetheart, you still have 2 request more, think about it and i will grant it okay"
"ok mom thank you"
"ok, get sleep,you are tired right"
My mom drag my blanket and signal me to laying dawn on bed,and put blanket on me, care my hare, touch my cheek and kiss my forehead lovely
"good night sweetheart"
My mom close my door after turn of the lamp
But in 10 minutes jihyo call me
"anyeong jeongyeon ah"
"eoh jihyo ah? Why you call me"
"whats wrong with it?
"nothing wrong,what want you talk to me?"
"are you ok?still headace?"
"aahh...i think you have something more important"
"just answer me pabo yaaa"
"ani, it's not hurt, i've drink medicine"
"eeoohh ok, good night"
"good night jihyo ah"
I put my phone on table beside me and think about what will i do before died
Have i make buclet list, i thought
I left my bed and sit on may chair take my diary-i forget when i use it- and pen
My bucklet list
1. reconcile mom and dad
2. Give a present for mom and dad
3. Spend time 24 hours camp with mom and dad
4. Vacation in switzerland with jihyo, just with jihyo- special present birthday for jihyo
5. Make couple necklace with jihyo
6. Find good friend for jihyo
7. Hang out together 9girls to park undersea and make couple bracelet
8. Skydiving with the girls
9. Swiming midle of the sea
10. Finish my book "precious time"
11. Last wish....
I'll think carefull for my last wish
