My Side.

I Don't Like Parties

[THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT!] [ 13+!! ] 💜♥️🤍🖤

This chapter contains mentions of non-consensual sex, flash-backs, panic attacks, abuse, sexual abuse, profanity, &  self-harm. Read at your own discretion.

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CARLOS POV

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuckkkkkkk jayyyy HURRY UP! 

"How much longer shall i wait hm~? 1 hour?, 45 minutes?, 30 minutes?, 20 minutes?, 10 minutes?, 5 minutes~?" He repeatedly asked. 

"I don't have much of a choice do I." It wasn't really a question it was a statement I don't have much time left, Jay isn't going to come to my rescue.

"Hey Carlos, remember when you used to cut yourself? that was so hilariously funny! pathetic!" Harry said. 

"I... When.." no no. o no. no please.

FLASHBACK

Only 4 days ago, Sobbing, blood running down my arms, dripping on the floor, couldn't breathe, I think i'm going to die I want to pass out. It hurts, Jay is banging on the dorm room door he's screaming.

"CARLOS! LET ME IN! PLEASE! I CAN HELP OUT! PLEASE CARLOS JUST TALK TO ME!" He was screaming louder and louder. 

I don't care anymore.  It all went pitch dark. 

END OF FLASHBACK

I looked down at the deck It just feels like a circus it's like I can see flashing disco lights, it's so loud, so many people, it feels like a party. like a.. party..

FLASHBACK

Mal drug me to this party, I really don't really like parties, there's so many people and it's so loud. These lights are so bright and so fast, and this music sucks. Its like hyper-pop and death metal combined. 

"Come on Carlos! Dance!! let's cause some mischief!" Mal said while dancing  her heart out. I didn't wanna dance so I just sad I felt sick and headed to the bathroom. Although I soon realized it would have just been better to  stay on the dance floor. "Harriet Hook." I said crossing my arms. 

"Carlos Devil." He said leaning on a nearby wall.

"It's pronounced De 'Vil." I said with a scoff.

"It'S pRoNoUnCeD De 'ViL." Harry said mocking me I just scoffed again then reached for the handle to leave.

"Why are you leaving, awee do you not like me." He said with a slight obviously fake whine,

"Duh, Harriet your he worst person I've ever met l-" I got cut off when he slammed the door and locked it then threw me on the floor.

"OW! WHAT THE HELL!" I said leaning up. he just pushed me and pinned me back down.

"Now since you hate me so much, how about we change that pup~?" He said then began undressing me

"NO! LET ME GO! HARRIET" I said trying my est to push him off of me. But i couldn't he had to good of a grip on me.

"Maybe if you preform well I'll go easy on you." He said pushing me over on my back.

10 minutes later..

"NO! PLEASE HARRY STOP! I CANT TAKE IT!" 

I screamed as Harry was pounding into me. I was defenseless, helpless, being used as a toy. I had tears streaming down my face. I couldn't breathe it all hurt. I couldn't feel anything and I couldn't stop crying, I didn't want this, I couldn't move.

"Ah~ yes... Carlos your such a good boy~ mm~" Harry said as he was digging his hook into my back, leaving multiple stab wounds.

I screamed, and cried, but nobody cared, nobody batted a eyelash, not a single soul around, I didn't have a single it of hope left. I took as much as i could, then he did it. He stabbed his hooked into my spine then trailed it up to my neck then pulled it out. 

I had a rip, a wound, a gash down my back, i passed out 5 minutes later. I  assume by blood loss.  I woke up outside on a sidewalk somewhere.

"W-where am i..." 

I sat up on the side walk, I still have blood pouring down my back. The pain is intense but bearable, to a point. i can barely keep myself up, all I want is to fall back down and give up. But I don't want to die yet, not yet. 

I somehow walked back to Maleficent, The evil queen, Jafar, and my moms little layer. Yet it's like 3 in the morning, the door is locked. I just have to wait 2 hours and the door will be unlocked. Maybe I can just a short nap till morning.

PLUNK !        I Dropped down on the ground, breathless, pale, bleeding out, and especially basically lifeless.

END OF FLASHBACK

"AH!" I screamed not realizing I had tears streaming down my face. I was still on the boat, i had passed out. When I woke up Harry was right in-front of me. He looked confused.

"You good Mate?" He said.

"H-h--harry.. HARRY! NO NO NO NO! N-NOT YOU! ANYONE BUT YOU!!" I cried, squirmed and screamed. 

"GODAMN WHY ARE YOU SO AFRAID OF ME ALL OF A SUDDEN? Ohh you remember it now? I thought making you pass out would get ride of the memory." He said cackling.

"Well look's like i have time let's have fun before I kill you hm~?" Harry said. "Let's try it again puppy!~"

[Hey guys~! Sorry this chapter was rushed, intense, and very long! The next chapter should be full of jaylos fluff!! The next chapter will eventually be out but it may take a bit longer than usual. Bye Bye guys!!]