You whare sitting at your desk writing the note you would leave to your class tomarrow. You wrote:
"Dear class, i had to do it. I planned it all. I am not in pain. I whas in pain when i whas alive. I want you to know this: i hope i made you all happy, i tried my best to, i always wanted to do something nice for all of you bevore i went away. I hope you are not going to miss me to mutch. please dont. Just move on with you're live and forget me. I am sorry i did not let eny of you know before this. You could not have stopped me from duing it ither way. Please live on and dont worry about me. And dont be sad you could not be there for me."
When You whare done you put it in an enveloppe to give it to you're teather that day. When you are just about to leave you heared a scream from inside. You rush inside as you see you're sister on the floor not responding. You rush to call 911. After they got there you got in the ambulance with them.
The drive seamed to last ages. When you got there she whas rushed to the ER. You had to wait in the waiting room. You called you're school to say you wont be there for this reason.
You know that you can't do it now. You can't kill yourself now. You can't bear to see you're sister wake up and her sibling to be gone.
You are replanning everything. Its not a lot to replan. You just have to replan the day.
You where thinking of a day when a docter came to you saying:
"You're sister is very lucky to have you acting quickly. She had a heart attack. The scream you heared whas her in sudden pain of the heart attack."
You whare releaved to hear she whas okay. The docter told you she had to stay, but they would contact you if you can come to see her and/or take her home.
He brought you home and you thanked him.
YOU ARE READING
I planned it all
ספרות לא בדיוניתI planned it. I planned it all. I planned a note to leave to family and friends, i planned how to do it, i planned when to do it. I had it all planned out. And today whas the day i would do it.