5. (part 1)

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Man im fucking done with these tests.

Song Of The Day: Where Are U Now By: Jack U, Skrillex, Diplo, Justin Bieber

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(listen to the song  now)

Michael

Dear Ashton,

"Where are you now that i need you? I need you the most."

Truest lyrics ive heard in my life. I need you now. More than ever and its killing me that i cant bring myself to be with you. Its harder than everyone makes it seem. I wish i could just end it all. It wouldnt matter anyway. No one would care.. but i cant bring myself to do it.

Part of me thinks its because of Cal and Luke... idk

Speaking of them they are better now. They still have fights but i think they will be okay in the end. They love each other too much not to work it out.

I wish you were here with me now. I could hold you. Hug you. Kiss you. Laugh at your stupid jokes. And how much i wish i could just hear your giggle one more time because i love it so much.

I just miss you Ash... it really hurts how fucking much i miss you.

You know i was thinking about paying a little visit to my good friend Niall in jail...

I think he deserves to know that this isnt okay and that when he gets out i will be waiting for him. But i will just hope they never let him out...

If i do see him just pray that i wont end up in that jail with him okay.?

How are you enjoying it up there...? I hope you have room somewhere for me.. Oh! i found a pic of us .. (top or side)

But i have to go now someones at the door bye x

Love always,

Mikey x

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To be continued

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