Haven't Had Enough (MTRENCH FANFIC) book 1

Hobby time

Ya, my friends dream ended last chapter.

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SASHA'S POV

oh my god. What is happening?

Calm down. You need to let go.

He's a rock star!! You're better of

Being a devoted fan.

I decided to text josh.

"Hi :)" I said. "You're happier now?"

He replied. "Crap no!!!!! I miss you!!

But I don't think we should be together."

"Okay, but just remember one thing.

I'll never stop loving you."

"Josh, same here. You're amazing.

But you're going to make me cry.

Lets stay away from each other, Kay?"

He didn't answer. Oh well.

The phone rang. It was ian.

"Hello?" "Hi. You okay?"

"Why would I be?" "Umm,

I don't know." I took a deep breath.

"I'm never seeing you again. Any of you."

"Oh my god. Why?" "I'm moving on. I'll find a hobby."

"Will you still be a fan?" "GOD YES!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE MY EVERYTHING!!"

I hung up.

I looked up fun things to do on the Internet.

The first thing that popped up was singing/songwriting.

"I'm so good at that!!" I turned on an mtrench song.

I started singing. "UGH!!! I NEED HIM!!" I turned on videos I made

With josh, and I sobbed into a pillow, crying my heart out.

About an hour later, i got up out of bed, put my clothes and makeup on,

And headed for the door. I need to find a hobby.

"What am I doing?" I thought to myself. I stepped into 604 records.

"Hello, josh. Didn't know you would be here." Josh was leaning in for a hug,

But stopped himself. "I didn't know you'd be here." Josh laughed. "My dad owned

The place once. "Can I just record some things?" He smiled. "It would be my pleasure."

I sang a song that described me and josh perfectly.

"Everyone's around, no words are coming out

And I can't find my breath, can we just say the rest with no sound?

And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up

I'm not prepared; sorry is never there when you need it

And I do want you to know

I'll hold you up above everyone

And I do want you to know

I think you'd be good to me

And I'd be so good to you

I would

I thought I saw a sign somewhere between the lines

But maybe it's me, maybe I only see what I want