Haven't Had Enough (MTRENCH FANFIC) book 1

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Yes it's true, the whole band have been my role models since I was 9. They have NO IDEA how many kid fans they have.

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SASHA'S POV

I want to start over. I want him back.

NO!! He's a star!! You can't trust him!!

But he's my role model!! He has been since I was 9!!

But sash, you can't. He cheated!!

I'm done.

I sang a song.

[Music video spoken part:]

"I think--I think when it's all over,

It just comes back in flashes, you know?

It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.

It just all comes back. But he never does.

I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.

It's not really anything he said or anything he did,

It was the feeling that came along with it.

And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.

But I don't know if I should.

I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.

But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?

Maybe he knew that when he saw me.

I guess I just lost my balance.

I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.

It was losing me.

Once upon a time a few mistakes ago

I was in your sights, you got me alone

You found me, you found me, you found me

I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that

And when I fell hard you took a step back

Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone when he's next to me

And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places I'd never been

'Til you put me down, oh

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places I'd never been

Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies, he'll never see you cry

Pretend he doesn't know that he's the reason why

You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street

A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be

And now I see, now I see, now I see

He was long gone when he met me

And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places I'd never been

'Til you put me down, oh

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places I'd never been

Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

And the saddest fear comes creeping in

That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

So shame on me now

Flew me to places I'd never been

'Til you put me down, oh

I knew you were trouble when you walked in (you were right there, you were right there)

So shame on me now

Flew me to places I'd never been

Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

Trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in

Trouble, trouble, trouble

[Music video spoken part:]

I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are."

I stormed out of my room, and sat on the couch.

What do I do? I can't just leave!! I admire him.

I drove to The band house. I banged on the door.

Ian answered. "Sasha!!! Are you ok?" He asked.

"Yes, but where is josh?" Ian looked sad. "Umm,

He left." I got mad. "WHY?!?" Everybody did.

You left, and you meant the world to us.

So, we just kinda, broke up.

I started breathing heavily. "No. No, no, no!!"

I started crying. "Ian, I came back to apologize.

I messed up!! I want them back!! I want mike to

Make me laugh, Matt to have awkward moments, and

Josh to love me." "Oh, Sasha. It's ok." Ian hugged me.

"Ian, do you know where they are?" Ian smiled.

"I know where Matt is. And Matt kept in touch

With josh, and josh kept in touch with mike."

I dragged ian to my car. "LET'S GO!!"

Ian started driving. Matt went to Calgary,

So we will head there. "Okay. But it will take a while."

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