namkook psycho

Finale

Third Person's POV

Yoongi and the others were frustrated as they couldn't find Jin anywhere. Taehyung was silent the whole time that everyone was discussing their plan, staring into nothing, but deep inside he kept thinking: how did namjoon hide all of this... his illness---

His thoughts were cut off as a doctor that looked decent and smart approached them.

"Is there anyone for Mr. Kim?" the doctor asked.

The five guys stood up abruptly at the same time. Jungkook was fast to ask,

"What happened?? did he wake up?"

"Yes, but all of you shouldn't stress him too much with questions. He's in a vulnerable state. " the doctor stated briefly then left.

They immediately rushed to his room hoping to see Namjoon's smile again. Jungkook came in first, careful not to startle Namjoon by suddenly opening the door, namjoon looked at him with his beautiful eyes and loving smile.

The others followed and were shocked to see the condition of their friend. They noticed his thin figure, his cheekbones popping out and thin arms gesturing them to come closer.

For the first time in a while, Namjoon felt at peace looking at them, disregarding that all of this was all part of his plan. But what he's feeling now is real. Seeing as they rushed to get in his room with worried looks, he couldn't get enough. However, at the back of his mind, some of them cannot be trusted. The feeling that someone has been with him knowing all of this was his scheme; was irritating.... and suffocating.

"Namjoon.. " Jungkook called out to him.

"Yes?" Namjoon responded.

"A-are you feeling... any pain, perhaps?"

".... No, now that I see you here– all of you, here.."

"That's not true!" Jimin exclaimed.

"You kept this all hidden—your illness! everything from us! why??!" Jimin asked, anger and sadness came over him.

"I never knew you cared, hahaha"

Namjoon told him jokingly, knowing that Jimin and him were not that close to begin with..

"What do you mean?!"Jimin questioned him while starting to get closer to him.

"Jimin. Stop."Yoongi warned him. Yoongi saw how jungkook was looking at Jimin. If he gets any closer to Namjoon, who knows what will happen. Jimin stopped.

"Stop yelling, will you?"Jungkook coldly said to him.

"Tsk. I'm sorry." He simply said.

"... No, I should be the one to be sorry." Namjoon started.

"Not telling you guys about my condition... and making you all worry–I truly am sorry.."

"Why are you apologizing? When we failed to see what you've been enduring all this time... I-It's terrible--" Taehyung said, sobs escaping his lips.

"Don't cry tae, come here." Namjoon opened his arms. Jungkook is not satisfied with what he's seeing, but he cannot stop taehyung from going to him, thinking that namjoon will be saddened.

"Namu... I'm glad you're still w-with us." Taehyung hugged Namjoon carefully as if Namjoon would break if he tightened his arms around him.

Namjoon just hummed tapping his back. Taehyung then let go of him. Still crying and wiping his eyes.

Hoseok just stood there, absorbing what he was seeing. Thoughts running through his mind.

'Aah.. namjoon, how cruel can you be, you know.. I'm mad because you hurt yourself to the point you got bed ridden like this... I hate it, I hate how you fell in love with jungkook so easily, I hate how you changed when he came into your life, I hate how you threw everything away: your life, your body, your family, your well-being– everything... I hate how everything is all according to your plan... and what's my role in it... '