Dear princess, I love you¹||Five Hargreeves

♔︎𝐓𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞

Y/n's Pov:

The sun came in through my window, almost forcing me to wake up. I sat up and looked out of the window, it was usually sunny.

I got up and changed, then came out of my room, I wondered if Five was even awake, it seemed like he never slept though.

After leaving the room I went to his, but it was odd. The door was usually closed, even when he wasn't there. I came over to the door and knocked but there was no answer.

I came in looking in the room it was like no one had been here, I came in walking around.

But something that was off was that a paper laid on the desk. I looked at it, seeing that it was a letter. It was Five's, why was he writing a letter? I picked it up and sat on the edge of the bed and began to read it.

~𑁍~

'Dear Y/n,

I was never completely honest with you from the beginning, I was never a prince. And Neverland was just a fairytale that I read when I was younger, I was never from there.

Now that you're reading this, you're going to hate me. But that's ok, I'm used to it, that's pretty much how it's been for 10 years now. You had mentioned that assassination from when we were 8, well that was me.

I killed those people, and I was supposed to kill you. You were going to be another emotionless mission for me like all the others, but you. You changed something about it, it's the reason I couldn't hurt you.

Because you were the first person I had ever loved like this, I would do all of the shit that's happened in the last few days all over again for you.

Instead of telling you that I was leaving, I wrote this instead. Why? Because if I knew you were watching me leave, I wouldn't be able to.

But I left because I want you safe, I want to know that you won't get hurt because of me. I didn't leave because I didn't love you, but because I love you too much. God I could barely do this, funny isn't it?

I'll love you no matter what, even in my deathbed I'll love you, and maybe, in another life I'll love you. But I still love you now, Y/n.

Remember that, I know that I'm reckless and a coward for leaving you, but it's only best for the both of us. Also, instead of trying to remember this who thing, I would rather you remember this.

Dear princess, I love you..'

~Five Hargreeves