it wasn't me (les twin sequel to Get Out Of My Head. )

chapter 11

Aaliyah pov

Turning to the side.I slowly open my eyes only to see darkness all around. The room was nearly pitch black the only source of was the moon light shining through window.Glancing over I stared for a moment at the blue numbers flashing on the clock.It was only 4AM.

My knuckles were sore purple and red.It hurts to open and close my hand.Memories of Cristi and Lau boiled my blood and skin.Sitting up I brung my legs as close as I could to my chest.Resting my chin on my knee and reclosed my eyes.

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No one pov

Aaliyah was still in her previous position .knees still tucked in.As she breathed slowly and deeply her hair cascaded around her making a shield.

"Darling are you okay"Her mother says through the narrow crack in the door way.

"Yes Ma."her voice was emotionless.

"I've made lunch, ma n cheese your favorite"her mother opens the door wider and takes a step inside.

She looked around the room.The lights were dailed very dim.Her pillows seemed to have been thrown across the room .All her belongings piled up in the corner.As she got closer to her daughter smelled like cologne.

"Honey has a friend came over ?"she asked now sitting at the foot of the bed.

"..........No...I just accidentally took it by accident. Then dropped it.It was his favorite kind he wore it very often"she could see the sadness dwelling in her eyes

".........oh well should I-"

"Ma im tired can you please leave"

"No..YOU need to get up out of this house Aaliyah !All you're doing is pulling yourself deeper down.You need to start over .Annalite every memory you have with that man.Throw out everything he's ever gave you.I know you have some of his crap in here.Damn aaliyah I honesty don't know what I did wrong with you.I knew once you told me you were going to go dance in France it was a horrible idea but noo you wanted to go so badly and see what happen ! You got married and knocked up! Aaliyah you're nearly 30 and what do you have to show for it huh?I'll tell you a cheating husband and a baby.Still cant believe you had baby."

"What's wtong with Lance?"aaliyah raised her head.

"I love my grandson believe me I do but he's an anchor on your dreams.I had such high expectations for you"she shook her slightly

"There is nothing wrong with MY son"her voice got more defensive

"All im saying is that your life was and could have been so much better without Lance. You and Laurent never fought before him.I believe you're just unfit parents the stress of responsibility have finally caught up with you."

"Yes im almost 30 but Laurent is the only person I can see myself with.Lance is baby .If I step out now Lance will be motherless .I could never do that to him ill go crazy if another women cared for my child. wouldnt you?"

Her mother deeply exhaled and stood up "okay.What if Laurent keeps cheating are you gonna keep running back to me and your father we're too old for this BS you need to do something....soon."with that she closed the door leaving aaliyah with her thoughts.

"Maybe she's right.Ha probably in a cold day in hell."aaliyah crawls off her bed and walk to her drawer looking for any other things that may belong to Laurent.