Trained For Sins (on hold)

Chapter 39

I woke up with a smile on my face, with my lips curled up, I opened my eyes slowly, tilting my head a little upward. The first thing I saw took my breath away, Cruz was already looking down at me with the most beautiful smile. 

"Good Morning, fiancee," He mumbled groggily, his voice deep from sleep. I looked down at my hand, seeing the engagement ring, brought back memories of last night, so it was not a dream but more beautiful than a dream. I have not felt that much happiness in a while.  

"Good morning," I said, plopping up with the help of my elbow, I cupped Cruz's face and kiss him slowly,  passionately, we kissed for a while before we pulled away. I groaned out of protest. Cruz just laughed at my reaction. 

"I could wake up to this, forever," He mumbled, I just watched how beautiful he looked, where did I find this amazing man, I had no idea. 

"Always," came out of my mouth without even realizing it, Cruz looked into my eyes, his sparkling with happiness. 

"say it again, love," Cruz encouraged, his eyes sparkled more, 

"Always, Cruz, always," I said loud and clear. Without wasting time he kissed me, when my brain registered what was happening, I quickly kissed him back. 

"I love you so god damn much," Cruz declared, cupping my face in his hands, 

"and I love you more," I could feel my eyes sparkling at that point. I could feel the love I felt for him, and I wanted to show him that with my eyes, he could read me, he could say what I want without me saying, so I showed him. 

"No one knows we are here, right?" I smirked 

"No," Was all he said before I took control, I mean sometimes when you want something you have to go get it and this was what I was doing. 

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Cruz went into the kitchen. After our wild activities, nice and relaxed bath, we were both hungry, having no clothes here yet, I wore a white button-down of his and his boxers. I took my phone and switched it on. 

Messages and missed calls popped up. I found calls from both my parents surprisingly, my boyfriend I guess,  my brother, and my best friend. A few messages from my best friend and brother. oh fuck, I opened an article that Ayana sent me. there was a picture of Cruz and I published kissing at the ball. 

sighing, I quickly put it aside, taking a few deep breaths, I calmed myself, everyone was bound to know, Cruz is the love of my life and he is going to be my husband, and if I want I will show him off to the world, that kind of love is beautiful and people deserve to see snippets of it. 

shaking my head, I pushed away from the negatives thoughts, putting myself in a romantic mood, I tiptoed to the kitchen, this was how I loved walking barefooted. I was amazed by Cruz's kitchen, the color was not something I expected but still fell in love with, my favorite color of all the time; red and black. they really complimented the kitchen well. 

I leaned against the wall for some minutes, just watching him cook, for some reason, that brought me peace, I loved watching him do what he loves and cooking was one thing. The muscles on his back were flexing, mhmm. 

"Like what you see?" Cruz asked, his lips curled up in a smirk as he turned around. 

"I could wake up to this forever," I said simply as I walked up to him, I wrapped my right arm to his waist, Cruz moved a little placing a kiss on my head, and I smiled in contentment. This is what love with the love of your life feels like, peaceful yet so happy. I had no other words to describe but Cruz never failed to show me.