Abandoned Hated Male Reader X Courtney Pokemon

Quick break down.

A/N - Okay as some who might actually read or at times might Glace at I had put up a pool on this story about rather or not I should continue writing this one where alot of my options have become severely limited and in my personal opinion I had way to much tracking to do in several regards that technically being a total of 2-6 things give or take. None of which is on the readers blame it's on mine entirely.

1)I had to track the pokemon in the region normally and at that point the biggest source of information I was collecting that from was Pokemon omega ruby for the 3ds or in some regards ignoring options completely which at times could give an option for a catch ranging between 5-15 unique encounters. Which on its own is already a high rate of research not even including other parts of the numbers.

2) I put to much on my plate on the details of the ivs, evs, moveset, levels, and other factors. This wouldn't have been as much as an issue if it wasn't even including that between the time I had started writing this which at this point a 8+ year old laptop with three other series at the same time some of which at this point I don't even write any more or lost its story line for in the time of unable to write.

3) As mentioned I used an old computer when I first started this story. The story before or my very first story the Original Neo story not volume two I wrote on an Amazon Kindle Fire not even a modern one, it has 16gb of storage and a cracked screen so it was a step up to use a laptop, but now I can't even use my laptop that I bought 1 year ago because the damn thing had a issue show up in the power port. Not the brick or plug it's power port. Leaving me with the options of where I write 1k words or more at to be my cell phone that is smaller then my 3dsxl. I would even write more often if I could use the kindle but my wi-fi is my phone so that's out of the question.

4) I don't know how many people write anything but let me tell ya it is an extremely high mental drain the darker you write the story for a multitude of reasons some being as simple as any previous trumas could be brought back to your mind and it can put you in a downward spiral to hell mentally, I say that cause of most things I write and I mean it in every single one of my stories, good or bad. If it feels like you are actually there for me to write  the story anywhere as realistic or heavy hearted as it could or in some cases has felt its because I have to put my own Personal mentality aside and put it into the stories that means any time where say I write a character attempting suicide and trying to make them feel as if there is no way else. I put my own mind into that state if it feels that more realistic that also translate to my real life state. So there have been Times where I had to stop writing entirely as it had gotten bad at that point. I mean that in several regards. Suicide being one of the examples of severity. Though I'm not going to stop writing darker themed stories but it is one reason that the stories have to be delayed by a week roughly at a time sometimes a bit longer to account lack of motivation to write at that moment.

5) some of the ways of how I feel like approaching the stories have changed drastically I'm going to rewrite this story that's not a lie. I will try to get the first part of the rewrite out as soon as possible it is going to be a bit on how to approach the story in a few ways that will make it easier on me and might read better hard to say at this point but I will say this I am going to be taking quite a bit of inspiration from how legends arceus battles, and wild mons acted in some regards. It's going to be alot easier to track in a few regards of certain things like stats but more on that when that comes I to play.

6) I've honestly just lost the ability to get any feedback from my readers at a consistent rate and I don't know how to at this point and before people say just look at the notifications from wattpad unfortunately it really doesn't send me any notifications of that nature very often if at all unless it's trying to send me to read a paid story which I've never really been interested in looking at. So if you have a suggestion for it I'm ears for it.

Anyway I will check for comments later hopefully getting some suggestions as I wrote this at 4:25 am so it became quite ranty and I need sleep have things I have to do almost immediately after waking up later so until then and until the rewrite for the story has started consider this story closed on updates.

~Troy