My Anime Girl

My smallest step in the longest road

Day after we went into the church together that the same day she show me the new computer shop.

I already  decided to do what I want to do, as she said to me last night

I decided ..to be by her side always 

Only one night had passed but I missed her already

I plan to go visit her early in the morning, 

I'm sure she will tell me "Bat ang aga mo namiss mo ako noh" 

She is always like that,.. before Its annoying to me, But now its the truth that I can take..

But still I will not let her know, not yet

I'm standing next to their door, I have a feeling of something unusual 

Their house is very silent

Maybe they are sleeping,... I stand still 

a minutes had passed I hear something has dropped,... someone is there 

I knocked on their door 

"sino yan?" its Ate Ann's voice her mother

"ako po to Ate Ann" I answer

she did not answer back 

there is silent for a moment,... then she opened the door

Ate Ann is crying and their things are packed up

Somethings is really wrong here 

...........where is she?

"ano pong nangyari Ate Ann ?" I asked her,.but I think I know whats going on here

"Pasensya kana ha,... Alam kong maiintindihan mo ako." 

"Hindi kami pwedeng magtagal dito,..mauubos na yung perang nakuha namin nung mamatay ang asawa ko.. sa probinsya meron kaming kabuhayan doon."

"nung isang buwan ko pa sinabi sa kanya yung plano kong bumalik."

"Sabi nya kung pwede pa kaming magstay dito kahit isa pang buwan, umiiyak sya noon kaya pinagbigyan ko sya"

"kahapon sabi nya pwede na daw kaming umalis" 

"Tapos kanina habang nagiimpake kami bigla nalang syang umiyak tapos lumabas,..ewan ko kung saan sya pumunta" 

"sabi nya sa akin wag daw sabihin sayo na aalis kami, hindi ko alam kung bakit."

"pero sa tingin ko sya ang mas-apektado" 

"Hay naku ewan ko ba sa batang yun.. pwede mo ba syang hanapin baka alam mo kung saan sya pumunta?"

"Ikaw na magpaliwanag sa kanya baka makinig sya sayo" alam kong may pagtingin sayo ang anak ko kaya sya masyadong emotional, kilala ko sya hindi naman sya ganyan nung una kaming umalis."

All I can do is listen to her,. I know she really need to talk, it will help her a bit

"Sige po Ate Ann naiintindihan ko po" 

I go out of the house, I am very confused as well 

I never expect this thing to happen,. and why now? 

what is her reason of not telling me about it., 

I feel pain in every beats in my heart and its goes faster and faster