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Dead ig! Shelly x reader

⚠️: Pedophilia, death, house fire, ect.

3rd person pov~

You where walking outside crying your hands where slightly covering your face as you let out muffled cries. you felt the warmth of your tears running down your cold skin where rain would splash and make you cold. You wipe off your tears to try to see sense your version is blurry. You lick your lips thinking of the reason to behind why your sad. You walk to the old burnt farm. You walked over there lying down in the houses ashes where your already ash stained coat turned more black. You dig your hands in the house ashes. you clench onto the wood chunks as the rain continues to pour. you tremble thinking of her...shelly. This was all Randy's fault and of corse Stan's. Shelly never truely had anyone something always happened. When you found out about the 22 year old dating shelly you where pissed you ended up trashing his house completely when he was there. You also never forgave randy for killing Larry it hurt shelly so bad. You ended up getting close to shelly before she died. You where both in a relationship and you helped shelly feel loved. Sometimes you would destroy weed with her and run away when randy chased you away. You both would have a laugh about it afterwards. Stan wasn't to fond of you at first but when you started leading shelly to a better path and helped her find other ways of letting out anger besides of harming, he grew happier while you where around.

You where basically Shelly's therapist. you were the help shelly needed  you were the one that was finally truly there for her but instead of you being taken away from her she was taken from you.

Your pov~

Each time I looked at the house it gave me flash backs of the bright orange fire flickering and eating away at the house. I heard the screams shelly let out while she burnt to death. It made me sad it should of been me. The world knew they couldn't hurt shelly no more so they hurt me. I dug my nails into my head gripping on so hard I started bleeding. I tried to help her but as soon as I entered the flaming house her screaming was gone there where no more screams of fear. I stood there frozen but i exited the house because I started coughing. I regret it I should of stayed and burnt as-well we could of died together or if I came sooner I could of stopped Stan. I was petrified I had no idea on what to think. I dug in deeper into my skin thinking about it. I felt the thick red liquid slowly crawl down my face. 

"Hey." A male voice said. I turned around to see Stan with a straight face. I couldn't even bare to see his face he killed shelly. I've always tried to hold back punching him but he put me through this pain. I lunged at him punching out all my anger he flinched but didn't fight back. My crying was actually stopping before he came he made the salty liquid run down my face again. I let out broken   Fast breaths. Stan had a bit of a worried face that barely showed pain I guess he was used to it.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU STAN MARSH!!" I screamed at him. "Hey hey dude all I did was say hey!" Stan said. as if he didn't know what he did to shelly. I rolled my eyes. stan wiped the blood away from my face and my tears with the other which didn't work well because the rain was still pouring. "Y/n I got a plan to get shelly back but I need your help" he said nervously. "You mean I can see the one I love again" I asked "yes- no? Maybe.." he said looking me into the eyes. He Grabed my wrist without hesitation and started running to this wired place. There was a wired blue-purple thing it looked magical and obviously fake nothing like that could exist. I watched it and how it swirled it was stunning. Stan spoke "y/n I need you to go in there but there's one problem I can't be sure it fully works it could actually kill you." I blinked at him and turned back to see the time portal thing. "I'll do it..even if I die I'll see shelly again." Stan looked at me with a worried face basically asking if I was sure about this. I nodded to reassure him and he sighed. 

I felt confident. i will Amit there was tingling in my stomach I was scared of dying..a bit scared but I might also see shelly which made me happy even after I see and the portal corrupts and I die  I might just get a chance to kiss her once more time and I appreciate that. Surprisingly stan hugged me from behind and I patted his head "if this works I'll never remember this, I'll never remember anything about Shelly dying or you going on this portal or how you felt." I looked at him "really you won't?" I asked saddened at the fact I would be the only one to remember. "Even if it doesn't work you'd be dead so you'll lose me both ways" stan said. I hugged him back tight. "Goodbye stan marsh" I said as he pushed me into the portal. I felt a slight wave of regret but of course this is for Shelly. I felt dizzy and nauseous. as I was thrown out of the sky, I felt light headed.  There i saw stan with a match. I ingored my aching pain and ran to stan. But it was to late he dropped it. My stomach turned again and I vomited on the fire and it stopped. I ran into the house practically flying to where Shelly was. I banged on the door breaking it. It dug the wood splinters from me holding the house ashes farther into my skin but I didn't care. I smashed the door completely my hands where shaking and bloody. I went into the hole of the door as the wood daggers scratched my skin. There I saw shocked Shelly. 

I hugged her so tight. I bursted into tears and I held her hand. I smelt smoke and it definitely wasn't the Smokey smell of my coat because the smoke I smelt was stronger and more fresh. I rushed out the door with Shelly as I watched the farm burn. "why are you crying turd?" Shelly asked. I held her hand tighter and I hugged her. "You died Shelly you really died but now I'm with you again" I said happily. I noticed Stan's phone on the ground but it wasn't this Stan's phone because it had a video on it of me going through the portal. I let Shelly go and brushed my hand against the phone and picked it up. I showed Shelly the photos of her funeral and the video of me going through the portal. "Stan is really a good turd isn't he" Shelly teased and I smiled. i gripped onto the phone tight and kissed her. It was quick but lovely. I heard the fire crackling so I looked back at that barn. Now I can look at that barn and have mixed feelings about it and not just sadness

The portal appeared again I took stan's phone and jumped in after pushing shelly in. I came back stan was shocked. "DUDE YOUR BACK WITH SHELLY BUT I CAN REMEMBER EVERYTHING" stan said surprised. i hugged him and handed his phone back. Shelly stood there confused but me and stan cheered 

Turns out no one remembered shelly dying but everything was still the same nothing changed. Me and stan grew a very close bond to.

"I'll never let you go again shelly."   

Heyyy!! It's meee I'm sorry for bad grammar and shit I hope you don't mind it! Also since shelly is bisexual (canon) I just made this gender neutral. I'm sorry if this didn't make you feel anything lol I'm not good at writeing at all. Also please comment something!! I don't care if it's hate or not I just like reading comments 😭