Full House: New Beginnings 💛 (COMPLETED!!) ***EDITING CURRENTLY***

Chapter One: Moving in (part one)

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"Cynthia, your absolutely going to love it when you come to San Francisco with me!" Becky said to me, in an excited voice of course, just waiting for my reaction. Okay so, I bet your wondering how Becky and I know each other, right? Well you see, Becky is actually a year older than I am, making me the baby of the family. 

We have always had a great relationship since we were kids and our bond together is so unbelievably strong that we are basically, best friends. And now that I've explained to you about my relationship with Becky and everything, I bet your curious as to why I'm coming to San Francisco with her, right?

Alright, fine I'll tell you. The reason why I'm coming to San Francisco is because of an abusive situation with my so - called ex husband. Yes, you heard me. My ex-husband has been an abusive asshole since we've been married all the way back in 2017. We had a great marriage for the first 2 years but then when I had to get a job living in Nebraska (my hometown), thing's suddenly went downhill in an instant.

He was obsessive when it came to when I had do a lot of late shifts at work with my previous boss. I guess you could say he was known for being the jealous type. If he wasn't being obsessive with me, he would always assume that my boss (at the time) and I were having an affair with each other.

Which I can assure you right here, that it wasn't true at all. No matter how many times I tried to explain the situation, my ex always went into these massive, aggressive, jealous, rages, where he would end up beating the absolute crap out of me. It got so bad that he made me unconscious for about 24 hours one time.

He was nothing but an abusive prick. When he wasn't going into those crazy jealous rages, he would always make sure that he had every power in him to tear me down constantly... Emotionally. Verbally. Mentally. You name it. I hated it and I hated him.
I mean, the real reason as to why my ex-husband was so angry all the time was because he had so many damn insecurities about himself, it was actually ridiculous. You see, there was absolutely no affair between my boss and I whatsoever.

He was attracted to me, sexually. But, I wasn't as I was in love with my husband at the time. The "attraction" my boss had for me turned into him, raping me a couple months after. Becky knows my secret and everything else that went down within the year of 2016- 2017.
As for my ex -husband? He was so jealous he NEVER believed a single word out of my mouth that I said to him about that 'night'. No matter how many times I explained, pleaded, and begged him to believe me, he just couldn't seem to do it.

The jealousy and insecurities he dealt with, literally took over his body. Almost as if he was possessed with them.
Anyways, enough about the past... at least you know the truth as to why I left Nebraska, aka my hometown, in the first place. I honestly just hope that Becky's family, the Tanner's will accept me and make me feel safe when I stay with them for a few months.
Oh! and not only do I hope for the Tanner's to accept me/make me feel 100% safe... I also really hope that I don't end up getting too close to anyone too fast. My heart won't be able to recover from another trauma of feeling like I'll never be good enough. I clearly got too close with my ex and look how thing's ended up between us. I just can't go through this again. I just can't...
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I looked over at Becky, with a grin on my face, trying to hide how nervous I actually was. "Becky, are you really sure about this? I mean, what if no one likes me? I wouldn't even know what to do. I'm not going to put myself in a position where I feel like I'll never be good enough, again. I can't go through with it. Especially not after all the hell I've already been put through." I suddenly replied back, wondering how everything was going to go. Becky turned her head over towards me, sighed and let out a small chuckle.