Make Me, Bite Me, Taste Me

Chapter 15: You Can't Be Serious

"What the hell does that mean" I screech out.
"What circumstances are you talking about" I spit out.
"It means that unlike all the other times we have met you were human unlike this time. Not only that but according to a prophesy you and I are meant to be together" he say.
"You can not be fucking serious" I say deadly calm. He can not be fucking serious he wants us to be together because of a fucking prophecy. Oh hell no not gonna happen.
"No not happening I understand we have a past and a connection that even I can't ignore now but I'm not going to just up and be with you. I don't know you and you don't know me and let's not forget that up until now I've been killing your kind" I state angrily.
"They are your kind too" he states and I can't really argue with that but still.
"Also I do know you. I know you very well" he says and that only gets me started again.
"That's where you are entirely wrong because you don't know me. You know the past me's. I may look the same, even seem the same but just judging from that small glimpse I'm not the same. I loved you for what you were then. Only now I kill your kind and even if I am half its not yet registered. So for now I will pretend as though I'm still human" I say stubbornly.
"Why are you being so difficult. We will happen you've already seen it for yourself. So why fight it? Why fight us?" He says referring to my vision that pops unbidden in my mind.
"The thing about seeing visions of the future, its that the future can always change" I say before standing and leaving the room he is in. I just want to be alone for now, to give myself some time to think all this through. I came here for one thing and one thing only and that was to get the person who is supposed to be my father. Not to reunite with my lover from other lives and times. Walking around the castle I can't help but wonder how many of the objects are from our time together. I would love to know what we were like all those times. If our love was really as strong as he is making me think. I know we have a connection, a bond but I just don't know if it's love. I mean how can I honestly love a man who is the very kind that I have hated for so long. My heart and mind seem to be on opposite ends. Will following my heart lead me to pain or worse death? Will my mind lead me to what I want or to being lonely? I just don't know what to do or what to listen to.