Chapter 1: I Promise... - Hizashi Angst

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       Hizashi Yamada jolts up in tears and sweating. The small drops of water covered his face and his whole body shook. Thankfully he hadn't screamed. He took a couple of breaths but the tears still flowed down his face. He shifted himself onto the edge of the bed and quietly got up. The floorboards were creaky so he had to be careful not to wake Shota, his wonderful boyfriend... He walked out of the room and sighed in relief. Then slowly walked to the kitchen. He was reaching for a glass of water and only then realized he was trembling.         

 This only scared him more. He quickly gulped down the water and almost threw the glass in panic. He was done with it all... It could have been him. It SHOULD have been him... He slumped onto the floor leaning against the cabinets. Hizashi hung his head over. And then fierce tears streamed down his cheeks. He wanted to scream and scream but, when he opened his mouth nothing came out. No sound. At all. His whole body shook as he cried. Suddenly, he heard somebody else...        

And immediately scrambled to his feet and turned around to make it look like he was just drinking water. He had already wiped the tears off his cheeks. Aizawa stumbled into the kitchen blindly. He looked up at Hizashi whilst rubbing his eyes.

 "Zashi? What are you doing up so early? It's 3 in the morning?" Aizawa groaned and grumbled.

"Oh, I was getting water- gulps" Hizashi replied anxiously...

Aizawa gazed at the blonde and stared down into his bright neon green eyes. They weren't bright anymore they were dull and shadowed. He could clearly see the tear stains and Hizashi' s shaky hands. 

He doesn't understand he can't hide anything from me... Aizawa sighed

 "Really Hizashi... That's your best...Water?" Aizawa says sympathetically.

"What do you mean- DONT TOUCH ME!" Hizashi says defensively as he shoves Aizawa back when he tried to touch his face. 

Aizawa stepped back quickly astonished at the roughness. 

"Zashi... Please... Don't do this to yourself..." 

Aizawa walk forward once again and the blonde flinched as Aizawa pulled the hair from his eyes and gently put his hand on Hizashi' s cheek. 

"I wasn't the only person to lose my best friend..."

 "Yeah I know. And? I'm fine." The blonde grunted.

"Don't lie to me... You are clearly not. Your sleep has decreased when... When.. he- came back as.... A-" Aizawa started

"Don't finish that sentence." Hizashi said sternly interrupting the Ravenette.  

Aizawa pulled him into a hug grasping his shirt. Hizashi seemed surprised to this soft version of the very rude grumpy man he knew. He sighed as he knew he couldn't hold back the tears and sobbed into his lover's sweater.       

Aizawa pulled back and looked at the tear stained face of the blonde haired man in front of him.. he stared into his eyes... All he could feel for him was pain and sympathy. He knew how he felt because he felt the same. How it should have been him and how he wished. Oh how he wished it wasn't Oboro... Aizawa stared a moment longer before leaning in for a passionate but short kiss. He looked at Hizashi and smiled softly. 

"It will be okay... I promise... "

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