It's Their Story ❤️

Jaane naa kahan wo duniya hai...

GJ was in immense pain but can't do anything, she was helpless, she never ever thought that their friendship will be on this road because of a boy, her trust was broken...but was this only a friendship?? The pain she was feeling was cause of friendship? Or there is something more, something more & deeper than friendship...

GJ felt suffocating, she took her car keys & left her home informing her mother, she was driving aimlessly she doesn't have any destination she was just driving & going where the road takes her, because of corona there was checking here & there & she wants to be alone so she took a road where she knows no one comes, it was deserted place, she stops her car, went out & seats on car bonnet leaning on windshield, rest her right arm on her face closing her eyes..

After sometime she was calm, she opens her eyes.. she wants to get her head clear & wants to get free from this feeling...

GJ to herself : kya ho raha hai muje, muje itni becheni kyu ho rahi hai..vo uski life hai vo chahe jo kare uska koi farz nahi banta sab kuch muje batne ka, vo uski private life hai uska pura haq banata hai usse private rakhne ka, vese to mere aur bhi dost hai vo sab to mujse sab kuch batate nahi firte, Fir me Yukku pe itna gussa kyu kar rahi hu, vo bechari ake muje samjane ki koshish bhi kar rahi thi par me hi sun nahi rahi thi...
She took a deep breath & sighed and continues...
Muje kyu itna farak pad raha hai uska boyfriend hone se, muje kyu esa lag raha hai ki jese kisi ne meri puri dunya jala di ho, usko kisi aur ke sath sirf soch kar hi esa lag raha hai jese meri puri body me kisi ne Aag laga di ho... Esa lag raha hai jake uss Jatin ko maar maar ke hadiya tod du, nafrat hone lagi hai muje uske name se bhi...par kyu..??kyu..?? Vo ladka sach me acha hai fir bhi kyu muje esa feel ho raha hai..
She continues her battle within herself..
Yukku meri best friend hai na aur jab best friend ko koi pyar karne vala mile to hame khusi hoti hai na?? Jab Priya ka boyfriend bana tha tab to muje bohot khusi hui thi to ab Yukku ke waqt itni taklif kyu ho rahi hai..??muje pehele kabhi kisi le liye esa nahi feel hua...

& Again she closes her eyes sighing...and suddenly she realised something she immediately opens her eyes & sat straight on bonnet with widen eyes..

GJ to herself : nahi...nahi...nahi..nahi..nahi ye..ye..ye nahi ho sakta, ye possible hi nahi hai.. matlab me..me..kese.. ye..nahi nahi gulki tu kuch bhi soch rahi hai, tumhara dimag khrab ho gaya hai...vo vo sirf meri best friend hai, me esa soch bhi kese sakti hu...lagta hai overthinking karke dimg ke taar hil gaye hai,
Ya...fir..sachme..?? Lekin ye ho hi kese sakta hai.. I'm 29 aur aaj tak mene kabhi kisi ladki ke liye esa feel nahi kiya to Yukku ke liye kese kar sakti hu... I'm straight right..? yes I'm... mene aaj tak sirf ladko ko date kiya hai aur boyfriend banye hai par kabhi kisi ladki ki taraf attract nahi hui hu...to me Yukku ki taraf bhi nahi ho sakti...aur vo bhi to straight hai, aur me ye kya soch rahi hu agar industry me kisi ko iss bare me pata bhi chala to mere career ki vaat lag jayegi, mere fans muje accept tak nahi karnge aur to aur shayad kaam bhi na mile age chal ke, vese bhi bohot mehnat se mene ye name kamaya hai me usse ese nahi gava sakti...
Aur ye real life hai koi fiction story nahi likhi kisi ne ya serial nahi chal raha jaha sab bohot open minded ho aur sab in sab chizo ko accept kar le, ye real life hai aur yaha ye itna asan nahi hota..log accept nahi karenge, aur muh pe gali dege vo alag...
Aur ye sab sochna bhi kyu? Muje uske liye koi esi feelings nahi hai vo sirf aur sirf meri best friend hai aur kuch nahi...muje bas iss liye taklif ho rahi hai ki vo meri best friend hai aur usne mujse itni badi bat chupai aur me apne dost ko kisi aur ke sath share nahi karna chahati thi aur kuch nahi bas...end of the discussion..yes..she is my best friend & nothing else.. that's it..

She concluded... She was in Denial she doesn't want to name her feelings, she wants to run away from her feelings, & she did... She named it friendship...

July 2020,

Weeks has passed since the incident... everything is going back to normal in their lives, GJ has accepted YK's relation with Jatin.. not from heart but for YK's sake,
They had been informed that shooting will be starting soon as lockdown was almost lifted up...
YK was happy as she thought GJ has forgiven her but In reality she has not, GJ was still upset about the incident & thought to keep distance from YK...