Time before Death

"Remy"

'I'm my own worst enemy'

It would be nice one day, if I could pleasantly sway away.

I'd do anything to please her,

A Pleaser

Is all I am, all I could be.

For what's it is worth,
I think I'm happy.

There may be tears along with a smile, there may be jeers along denial.

But who cares?

I sure don't.

...

Maybe I do, I'm not so sure.

I do what I'm told, 'its not good to be bold'.

Its better to hide under coversheets and be discreet.

I don't care is she mistreats, as long as she makes my heart, beat.

I love her so much so.

Perhaps it was me to blame?

Love is so much like a flame.

The closer you get the more it burns. Oh, how the world turns...

...

When will I ever learn?

'I'm my own worst enemy, so please Remy.

Let go and grow.'