The thruth. [ for you ]

thirty - one

You know, fuck it. You can do whatever you want. You're young, live your fucking life. Im sorry if im dragging my problems to you. Im fucking sorry oh god im sorry. Ohh you know whats my problem. I don't fucking wanna love, ever again. You know? Fuck love. Yes I love you, but im talking about love.

For me, love always end up with someone hurt so im not going to try anymore. I will never ever ever ever fucking love again, but you know. thats okay, thats fucking okay. I can live with that. Yeh, I'll be fine. And you know, go ahead.

Bc that's not fuvking love. cant you see? CanT YOU FUCKING SEE ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND. It'll end up bad, YOU will end up hurt. Those fuckboys dont care, but you, you have a fucking heart. a good one. dont waste it. And somewhere , there's still that bad girl shiszel and that will never go away. I know that, I accept that. And I also know that we're not the same you know. And just because im too fucking pussy to fall in love ever again, doesnt mean you can't fall in love. so my apologie.

Go on a date, hug, kiss and love.
Do whatever, I'll be there behind you, with my cats.

I love you, and only you and a few others. You're special. ❤️

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Am I drunk, why do I feel drunk. I feel..... Wierd weird werired. I thibk i finally really let my heart speak. I feel like this is the best idea ever. I dont have to deal woth fucking problems snymore

If you let go, you have two hands free.

This sounds better in dutch so for the dutchies:

Als je loslaat, heb je twee handen vrij.