The thruth. [ for you ]

ten

I just realized something.
I said that that fight was the worst time of my life.

It wasn't.

The worst time was when I saw my mother crying. I yelled at her, saying that I hated her. I really regret that.
She sat on her bed, crying.
I felt so guilty. I was 8 or something.
My mother never cried, but if she cried, it was of happinnes. She cried of happinnes on one of her birthdays, because I gave her flowers and told her I loved her more than I loved my dad.

When I saw her on her bed, crying. I ran to her and hugged her, telling her I was sorry. I hope she understood, because I really di(e)d.

When my mother has something (when she cuts herself while making food, for exemple) I always say "Ahw! Thats so pathetic (sad)." And I love my mother, because she always says:

"I am not pathetic."

Maybe I'm going to make a tattoo of that later, or something special. Because it means a lot to me.

I can't live with her, and that's why I got so sad about the fact that the mother of one of my friends at primary school is going to die. cancer. I ran to muy mother when I heard it and cried on her lap. I can't even imagine a life without my mother. And I won't understand if she could.

Always respect your mom, no matter what. You're gonna lose her some time, and that can be very fast.